taekook oneshots - Chapter 46: Chapter 46

??:- sir... please try to understand it's important...you have to go.. otherwise we'll lose a big deal.. please sir
Tae:- *sad chuckle* for whom I'll earn money ha..tell me lim...the time when i used to work my ass off..just for money i had no one...on whom I could spent the money...and when God gave his precious gem...i ruined it...i ruined that precious gem... please try to understand i don't wanna go..
L:- sir...i can understand but please sir think about the employees who worked their asses off...for this..their hardwork..efforts will be ruined...
Tae:- (in mind:- i tortured my baby... very much in office...his teary eyes.. i made him work too much...and I used to cut his salary too...i am so cruel..i can't do this with others...yes i can't my baby will not like it...) I'll stay at my house..appoint someone to clean it
L:- got it...
Time skip...
Tae:- finally i am here...a lonely and depressed soul in America guys *sad chuckle* like somebody cares...
Saying this left from there for his house...(first i thought to involve seokjin...but then i didn't he he😅)
Time skip...
Mr.lee:- ok... Mr kim deal final...
Tae:- yes..hope we'll be great partners
Mr.lee:- sure....so what about we celebrate it...
Tae:- sure...
Mr.lee:- ok.. I'll arrange it...
Tae:- ok...then goodbye..
Mr.lee:- ok...goodbye..
After this tae left from there..and Mr lee dialled someone's number...
Mr.lee:- hello...this lee jong-suk... you have to organize a party today... yes sure.. I'll send you all the details yaa...
Time skip at night...
Tae was just sitting on the chair.... looking not so interested in the party
Soon a girl came to him...and said in her flirty seductive voice...
G:- hey.. handsome wanna have some fun...i can take you to the heaven...
Tae:- *angry* get the hell out of here..
G:- give me a chance handsome
Tae:- i am already married.so back off
Girl:- then show me your ring...
Tae:: he divorced me...now leave i said LEAVE!!!!
The girl got sacred and run away from there...tae was so angry so he start to drink..after sometime tae was fully drunk...
Tae:- *hiccup* i-i only love my baby....
*giggle* my baby kookie...
Mr.lee noticed...and went towards tae
Mr.lee:- Mr. Kim what happened?
Tae:- *hiccup* m-meanie girl..trying to seduce me...i only love my kookoo
Tae was so drunk..that he also doesn't know whatever he is rambling right now....tae was rambling all this...not knowing a pair of eyes..watching him with hatred in his eyes.....
After sometimes...
Somehow tae reached to his house...
He went towards his bedroom and saw the pillow with kook's photo...he went towards it and hugged it..tightly
Suddenly he burst into tears....
Tae:- I-i can't take it anymore..i am tired...i am sorry...i am sorry to be too cruel..i know it wil sound pathetic if I say that lack of love and care made me like that...i know it's pathetic I am pathetic...*he was crying while holding the pillow tightly* my kookie my baby I missed you...I miss you so much...I can't fight now..i am depressed...i am lonely...I can't i can't i am scared...i am so scared...take me away from this darkness.. please koo
This darkness will kill me...i am so scared....i am so scared...scared...
Tae was crying hard...finally he is in depression....and he was drunk too so he poured all emotions...after crying for sometimes tae stood up from bed and went towards bathroom...
(⚠️Mention of self harm...)
Tae came inside the bathroom with a blade in his hand he stared at the blade in his hand and chuckled sadly
Tae:- so....i am depressed now....
After cutting himself several times on his already bruised wrist he came out of the bathroom....
After 2 days...
Right now tae is sitting on the bench of the park...alone... unknowingly a tear slipped from the corner of his eyes....but he felt a soft hand wiping his tears...tae opened his eyes slowly and saw a cute baby... wiping his tears with his small chubby hands...
??:- ajhussi..why are you crying my mommy said good boy don't cry...
Tae:- *chuckle lightly* i am not crying baby...it's just a drop fell from my eyes...i am not crying...
??:- hmm...ok if you say so...umm.. are you alone here...unkie...*baby voice*
Tae:- hmm...i am alone...from the time when I was just a child....
??:- *confuse* youl eomma...
Tae:- they left me...leave it tell me your name cutie...
??:- my name taeyeon...youl?
Tae:- my taehyung...we have matching name...
T:- yes you are right...you live alone?
Tae:- hmm...i used to live alone then god sent an angel for me but I did bad things with my angel...so god punished me and snatched my angel from me...he left me...
Taeyeon didn't understand properly but still nodded with a confused face tae chuckled at the cute baby..and asked him while pinching his cheeks
Tae:- where is your parents baby?
T:- eomma hele bu-*cut off by a voice*
??:- taeyeon where are you baby...
Taeyeon and taehyung both looked at the voice... taeyeon run towards the person but tae widened his eyes... his eyes... sparkled with tears... he can't believe he saw the person for whom his eyes..was begging...just to see him
On the other side...the person was also looking at taehyung but his eyes filled with hatred and anger...
Kook:- baby...what I said to you...don't talk to strangers...
Tae eyes filled with tears...when he heard kook saying this...he looked at taeyeon who was pouting...tae was looking at both of them with longing in his eyes... without saying anything he took a photo of taeyeon secretly and some photos of jungkook too...
Kook was about to go from there...but then tae approached him...
Tae:- kookie...
Kook:- it's jungkook for you...and don't you dare to come towards my child *he hide taeyeon behind his back* I'll not let you snatch my child from me
Tae:- *hurt voice* i am not here to separate your child kookie...i was just so happy I was searching for you like a mad man.. finally- *cut off by kook*
Kook:- searching for me why? So that you can torture me again...force me or use my body again Mr kim...
Tae:- no k-kookie i-it's not l-like that
Kook:- shut up i don't want to listen anything get lost from here...and please don't create trouble for me and my child...leave us...
Kook left from there leaving a teary and hurt tae behind...
Tae:- what you thought you bastard he'll talk to you...you pathetic person you are nothing but a useless pathetic
Tae started to slap himself again and again he left form there to his house and directly went towards the bathroom and start cutting himself...
After cutting himself...he came outside the bathroom and went towards his bed and hugged the pillow tightly....
Tae:- *weakly smiled* I saw you... today taetae...is shoo happy... now i have my baby's photo too.. I'll print it on this softie softie pillow then I'll hug it too...today i saw you..today i met you today i saw you...i love you...
Tae slept while mumbling all this...
Next day....
Tae was standing outside the house.. it was so cozy yet beautiful....(I think you guys already guessed...😅) He then ringed the doorbell with hesitation...soon the door got opened and tae saw a sleepy kook...tae chuckled...when he saw kook rubbing his eyes cutely... hearing the chuckle tae opened his eyes fully and saw tae standing in front of him...kook looked at him with emotionless face
Kook:- *cold voice* why are you here?
Tae:- *boxy smile* here...i brought flowers for you...
Kook:- after filling my life with thrones you want to give me flowers
Tae smile fell immediately...and his cheerful face got replaced by dull face
But he composed himself because he  already prepared himself for all these
He again smiling brightly but if course a fake one and said...
Tae:- c-can i see ou-*kook cut him off*
Kook:- mine he is only mine...don't forget all those harsh treatments you gave me in my pregnancy...
Tae:- *low voice* i am sorry...I mean can i see your child..
Kook:- and what made you think that I'll allow you to meet him...
Tae:- p-please
Kook:- no...get lost from here...
Saying this kook shut the door on tae's face...tae fell on his knees crying hard
But he decided not to give up and sat on the stairs... waiting for kook to open the door again...
After sometimes kook opened the door...and saw tae still sitting outside the door... before he could say something a cheerful voice echoed
Taeyeon:- tata unkie....
Tae looked back and saw taeyeon running towards him....he spread his hands to embrace the baby...who hugged him tightly...
Taeyeon:- *giggle* chu here?
Tae:- yes baby i came here to see you..
Kook:- taeyeon...leave him he is stranger and come we have to go to school otherwise you'll be late...
T:- *pout* he is not a stranger momma
Kook:- don't argue and let's go...and you Mr kim leave from here....
Time skip....
Kook came back after sending taeyeon to school....he saw tae is still sitting on the stairs...he went towards him and said in his harsh voice..
Kook:- what are you trying to do Mr kim...what are you trying to prove ha do you want to snatch my child...you want to separate him from me...i know what is your plan...you are showing your fake care and love to him so that he can come to you am i right...don't you gave shame kim...
Tae:- *shook his head* n-no jungkook
I j-just want to live with you and my-
Kook:- for god sake how many times should I tell you he is only my baby
Tae:- yes yes...i just want to live with your baby and you...
Kook:- ohh...so in that case I am sorry Mr kim i will never allow it...
Tae:- *held kook legs* please please please if not lifetime...it's ok atleast one month... please please i am tired living alone with no beside.. please i promise I'll never ever show my face to you please i am begging just one month please I promise I'll never come in front of you after this please I  will live my whole life in this one month I promise please jungkookie...
Kook was in daze...first time he saw tae like this...the person whom kook know...is nowhere...this tae is totally different....from his real self...
Kook:- b-but i can't forgive never...
Tae:- i know i know...but just let me live with you too... I'll do everything I'll cook for you all... I'll wash dishes too...i promise....
Kook:- o-okay.....
Kook don't know why he agreed...it's because tae is begging on his knees or something else....but he decided to act a little merciless so he said...
Kook:- but not 1 month..it's too much I can't see your face this long...so I'll give you 2 weeks...only..
Tae:- *teary voice* it's too short
Kook:- if you don't want it then it's-
Tae:- no no no it's ok...I agree I agree...
and last thing kookie..i am sorry for calling you slut and all those bad words I just misunderstood i thought
Kook:- i don't want to listen anything
Tae:- no no i am not trying to gain sympathy and all...i just wanted to say sorry i assumed wrong I saw you hugging a boy so i thought bad about you but now i know how wrong I was
Kook:- whatever i can't forgive you...
Tae:- it's ok..so i am living here...*little dance* let me grab my important things from my apartment I am coming...ok..
Tae left from there happily...kook saw him and smiled a little but soon put his cold face...
Kook:- congratulations you are in love again...dumb kook...but no this time you can't show your emotions...
Time skip...
Taeyeon came while running...and shouting his mommy name...
T:- momma..taeyeon is homie....
T came inside the house and saw his tata unkie sitting in the living room while pouting cutely...god knows why
T:- tata unkie!!!!
Tae looked at him and his pouty face changed into a happy face...he went towards taeyeon who hugged him with his tiny hands...tae also hugged him back tightly...
T:- tata unkie...you here...
Tae:- (tae felt hurt when he hear uncle from his son's mouth but this moment he is too happy to complain about this) yes baby I'll live with you..for 2 weeks...are you ok with it?
T:- *jumped excitedly* really...i am soo happy...so so happy...we will go to amusement park...then we will go to
umm...go to many places together...
Tae:- yes baby we will...we will go everywhere (in mind:- I'll live my whole life in these 2 weeks...)
Kook:- *while coming from kitchen* no we will not go anywhere...
T:- *pout* eomma...
Kook:- shut up no argue...go and fresh n up...and come let's eat...
Taeyeon hunged his head low with a pout...he went towards his room...
Kook:- taehyung i am letting you stay here doesn't mean that you will do anything I am not allowing you take my baby anywhere got it...
Tae:- *teary eyes* yes..i am sorry....
T:- mommy why there are two plates only....where is tata's uncle...plate..
Kook:- umm it's..*tae cut him off*
Tae:- umm...i am not hungry baby.. i already eat so much in breakfast so..
You eat...i am already full...*suddenly his stomach growl* excuse me...
At night...
Tae:- k- I mean jungkook can I sleep in your room...i wa- *kook cut him off*
Kook:- no you can't...and don't you think you are asking so much
Tae:- oh..is it...umm you are right actually I am sorry... please forgive me....b-but where I should sleep...
Kook:- we have two rooms...so of course you'll sleep in guest room... don't worry I'll not make you sleep in living room on couch...
Tae:- *sad smile* i know you are an angel not a monster like me....
Tae left from there...kook also...tae came in the room...he opened his bag and grab the pillow...of kook's photo and now he have taeyeon photo's pillow too....he grabbed both pillows and put it on the bed and left for the bathroom...after sometime he came outside....he was so weak... because today he had to clean the bathroom
He took out some pills...and eat them..
Tae:- I think..i should take more pills.. I will need them frequently.....