TAMING THE PLAYBOY ALPHA - Chapter 129: Chapter 129

: GOOD BYE
"You're a monster." I mumble against his chest with both my hands wrapped round his neck while he carries me in his hands back to the room.
His chest vibrates while his chuckles.
"I did warn you." he points out.
"Four fucking rounds and you didn't even let me catch a single breath in between. My legs aren't going to be able to walk properly for a week!" I protest pulling my face from his bare chest and glaring up at him.
It was supposed to be a simple bath before heading out to get something to eat, now I don't even have enough strength to go anywhere especially with the soreness between my legs.
He hadn't even bothered to show mw mercy, even though it had felt amazing. The satisfaction I feel could last me an entire month.
Who am I kidding, if he kisses me again in a few minutes I'd probably be ready to go again.
My tummy suddenly growls again, louder and fiercer, begging for a single morsel of food just as we reach the room and Silas kicks the door open.
"I should have just gone back to my place and had a bath." I groan clutching onto my belly.
He drops me carefully onto the bed dropping a kiss on my forehead and walking over to the closet.
"Don't pretend like you didn't have as much fun as I did." He says pulling out some clothes and tossing it over to me.
I catch them unfolding the shirt and short. I already know the shorts won't fit so I opt for wearing only the top as a mini gown.
Wrong
It's not a mini gown but a dress that almost reaches my knees.
By the time I'm done Silas is already done dress and seems to be rushing somewhere.
"So... there's something I need to deal with." He begins once he's fully dress offering an awkward smile.
I pause looking up at him and his sudden announcement not knowing how I should feel.
"Oh... I guess I should leave..." I mumble feeling disappointment swirling within me.
Does this mean we won't spend the entire day together anymore or get something to eat together?
Did I get my hopes up for nothing?
"No, stay here, I'll be back really quick and with some food." He says washing away half of my worries in an instant.
I'm immediately relieve that our time together isn't over
"Well, can I follow?"
"No!" He says too quickly.
A moment of silence passes before he realizes he's rejected the offer to fiercely and he retracts back a bit, plastering the sweet smile on his lips again.
Everything he does simply makes it all the more suspicious that something is really going on somewhere.
"Uhhh... I mean no, you can't, it's just a bunch of boring shit. I promise I will be back sooner." He steps closer leaning closer to me and kissing me on the lips before I can ask any questions.
The kiss extends for a while before he pulls away and drops another kiss on my forehead offering a smile to alleviate my worry or suspicion, but I see through the entire act.
Then he waves walking out the door.
For the first few minutes I wonder what's really going on and what he's hiding, if he's going to meet up with Elena again and my mind runs all frantic over thinking everything.
But I want to trust Silas... I want to really try out that trust thing with him.
I can't really judge him for not wanting to tell me what's going on when I had my own secrets as well after all.
But, when and how do I tell him. I for sure know I need to do it before the magic wears off. He needs to at least hear it from me.
I fall back unto the soft bed staring into the ceiling and just think now that there's nothing else to do and no one to talk to plus I'm already missing Silas.
Few minute pass of me just being by myself and soon enough I hear footsteps getting closer and closer to the door.
Filled with excitement I jump to my feet dashing for it before he could push it open and pull the door open myself.
"Silas" I stop mid-sentence realizing it's not him but someone else, two very different people to be exact.
I freeze unable to say anymore more while I stare face to face with Adam.
He looks as shocked and frozen in place as I am, equally speechless.
"Hey, we brought the food." Lucas says from behind
Adam smiling awkwardly.
Then I realize I'm keeping them at the door and step aside for them to walk in and they do.
Internally I'm screaming in agony not having expected them to be here. Stupid right, they lived here and I had expected to see none of them today, it's not like Silas could tell them to find someplace else to stay for the whole day.
Still it feels heavily weird.
Adam seats at his desk unable to even look up at me and i can't help but remember our last exchange before we stop talking. The bet reveal and the harsh things I had said (which he had deserved). He hadn't bothered seeking me out to explain anything more since then, giving me the space I had requested.
Lucas drops the food on the reading table crashing on the bed but suddenly sits up looking down. "Should I be sitting here? I don't know what crazy things you've done to the sheets." He comments and I glare at him
"Don't worry Lucas, the place you're sitting on hasn't been defiled." I say
"Yet, you mean... just the boys bathroom for today."
"What? How did you..."
"Your hair is damp and you're wearing Silas' clothes."
He point out the hints casually.
I blush really had feeling heat flooding to my cheeks and bowing my head really low.
"How was it?" He asks.
"Lucas!" Adam speaks suddenly chiding him with a harsh glare and I blush even harder hiding my face in the palm of my hands.
"What? I meant the boy's bathroom, get your minds out of the gutters." He corrects both of us.
I feel even more embarrassed for thinking he would ask about the sex but relieved at the same time.
"Surprisingly clean." I answer the actual question he had asked.
"I bet a few o myths about the boys bathroom have been debunked." He adds.
After than no one says anything again just silently sitting and waiting for the same person probably. I look to Lucas again remembering to do something I promised to do if I ever saw him again
"Silas told me what you did Lucas with the loop-hole thing involving Elena." I say softly looking up at him again.
Our eyes meet and the playfulness melts away into remorse.
"Oh, I was just trying to help out especially after everything I had done... to you." He explains. "It was thoughtful."
"I know it's not enough to make up for it but I'll do my best to do so."
I smile warmly at him.
I can deny the little resentment still present in my heart because of him but it's small enough to know that I could possibly get over it in the future. "Thank you, and, you don't need to hold yourself from going for Xena... you already have my blessings." Once I say the words he blushes for the first time looking like a shy little boy and too cute for his own good. The happy moment is quickly interrupted by Adam suddenly rising to his feet and tilting his head away from me.
"I think we should leave since Silas isn't here and doesn't seem like he would be anytime soon." He says looking only at Lucas.
"Uh..."
Without saying anything else he darts out the door quickly.
My heart pulses faster and all I can think about is how this could be the last time we could fix our issues and move past everything thing that has happened between us before I would have to leave and say goodbye. And I didn't want to end things on a bad note. "Adam!" I yell out his name chasing after him.
My wobbly limbs don't make it any easy but I walk as fast as I can quickly out the door and yell out to him before he can turn into a corner.
"Adam, wait!"
He pauses in his tracks immediately but remains faced away from me while I slowly walk up to him but leaving enough space between us.
I understand why he wouldn't want to look at me, after I had told him to leave me alone and gotten back with Silas eventually, then the sex remarks with Lucas ... there's no way he would be alright And yet I feel angry, angry that he finds it's so easy to walk away and let go of the friendship we had.
"I'm still mad at you." I say without thinking.
He remains silent for seconds before I hear him chuckle even though I don't see the smile.
It's been so long that it sounds so foreign to me. "Yeah, I know."
"Are you mad at me?" I ask wanting to know
Does he hate me now that I've rejected his feeling as well.
He finally turns to face me. "Of course I don't... I just don't know what to say and how to feel right now, but I don't hate you and I'm not mad either. I deserve your anger after what I did." "But I forgave Silas pretty quick, doesn't that piss you off." I prod further wanting to know how he really feels about everything.
He sighs.
"Well, Silas is the person you want not me." His answer is simple.
"Will we be friends again?" I mutter the last question scared of the answer he might provide this time.
He smiles.
"Of course. Once I get over everything I'll be back to tease your poor choices again."
Relief floods through me instantly as a single tear slides down my eye. I want to rush up to him and hug him so tightly but I don't. "I'll be waiting." I say
He nods with his smile never fading and turns to walk away again.
I watch him disappear down the hall way silently before I walk back into the room very slowly.
I should be happy but I can't help but feel sadness creeping within my chest at the thought of one day having to say goodbye to Silas as well.
Instead I just stare at the door to His room wondering if this is the last time I'd ever be able to do this.
"Aren't you going in?" His voice echoes from behind me and I swirl round to look up at him
"Silas?"
"Hey." He smiles leaning over me and kisses my forehead for the fifth time today. "Why are you out here?"
I take a moment to just look at him and let that peace sink into me. "I'll tell you inside." I say smiling again "Okay, let's go." He says taking ahold of my hands.
and pushing the door open.
Times for goodbye would come but I choose to enjoy this moment for today.