TAMING THE PLAYBOY ALPHA - Chapter 131: Chapter 131

: SURPRISE!
We set the picnic up right in the middle of the garden that acts as a private space for the meantime.
There are different basket with an assortment of snacks and all the rest.
We have a fun time laughing and talking about anything an anything, recalling funny moment about their childhood I had realized while Lucas wolfs down half the food in sweeps.
Silas sighs reaching in for a particular Ziploc of sandwiches with Xena's name labeled on it. It takes a second for the implications to register and before I can warn him, his teeth sink into the confectionary.
It takes only two bites before his face sours and he spits it out.
"What the..."He begins looking down at it like its alien goop dripping don his arm."
"That's Xena's Sandwich." I say interrupting him right before he makes a snarky comment on the food.
There's a reason why the bag had remained untouched unlike everything else.
"Why does it taste like dirt?" he yells out despite my whispering
"Silas... be nice." I chide him squarely with a firm gaze.
"What tastes like dirt?" Lucas asks now asks looking at both of us now with a glare. And I freeze.
"You talk like you even know how to dice up an onion let alone boil some water." He continues already visibly taking offense.
I had expected Silas to be the withdraw his statement and apologize instead they're both glaring at the other with more animosity.
"What did you just say?"
"Silas..." I call his name again to get his attention but I'm ignored just like before.
"Let him go Freya, he's offended when faced with the truth." Lucas decides to poke and prod even harder.
"If I wanted to could which I could, I would make something way better than this."
"Do you know how to use a stove?"
I roll my eyes once their bickering evolves even further into a full on argument solely about who has more experience in the kitchen. None of them are listening to me so I don't even bother, instead I move closer to Xena and farther away from the arguing boys.
"Boys right?" she comments silently sipping on a can of soda while she watches the show unfold.
"Sorry about Silas saying that about your sandwich."
"It's fine, one chicken did fall on the floor while preparing it so it was going to be a roulette for who's got the floor sandwich, sadly it was Silas."
I laugh nervously.
"Yeah... it tastes bad because it fell on the floor." I laugh nervously hiding the sarcasm from my voice.
Deep down I really want to point out the possible the floor could have seasoned it better but I don't wanting to preserve her feeling.
Eventually their bickering somehow emerges into an eating contest between both boys, by this time Xena casually hands me a canned soda as well once it becomes obvious they're not going to be done anytime soon.
We watch them silently before I take a huge chug of my drink and dropping it down to say what's been on my mind since.
"I know I said this before but really, this feel a tad bit too elaborate. We could have just had a small get together tomorrow or better still just presents and well wishes."
Honestly I don't think I can get used to so much goodwill on my birthday especially the day before. It's more foreign than anything I've experience leaving me with the feeling of debt or like I don't deserve half of it.
But I don't know if it stems from childhood trauma or
I just knew things would change between us soon.
Xena places her hand on mine and I look at her.
"this is nothing Freya, trust me, you deserve a while lot so don't sell yourself short."
"But..."
"No buts. You've been through so much, kidnapped by my boyfriend hired by your crushes father... and still you bounced right back. With every struggle you fought through everything. I could never do that. You're a whole lot tougher than you do." She shoves her elbow into my hand, playfully nudging me in the shoulder.
I can't counteract that.
Her words gett to me and I start seeing past the gesture and focus on the meaning behind them and feel a swirl of happy emotion I don't deserve but I want to have so badly.
I want to be greedy.
We spend hours just hanging out and being together far past into the night, till the stars rolled out their twinkling right and we just sat quietly taking in nature.
I look over to Xena cuddle in between Lucas' arms comfortably. A little smile of satisfaction forms on her lips while he carefully whispers words into her ears and leaning to kiss them.
I had thought that if this situation had occurred in front of me I would have been a jealous and angry pest but seeing it now it's the completely opposite. I'm happy for them and I never want that smile to fall off her lips. I want something real like that with Silas.
I look up at him sitting right behind me and wrapping his hands to the front. I can barely see his eyes obstructed by the chiseled feature of his strong broad jaw but I imagine he's looking up at it all and smiling.
"Silas..." I say softly after taking in enough of his scent that drives me crazy.
He look down on me, directing though magnetic silver eyes that seem as though they can look through me.
"Let's go on a walk." I say before I forget my words, before I chicken out at the last minute.
"Sure, but I have a better idea." He says with a mischievous glint in his eyes.
He rises to his feet offering his hands to me to help me up. While we walk away Lucas and Xena don't once turn to us and notice us leave. I guess that's fine.
I follow him till we're almost past the clear and enter areas with tree and he suddenly begins pulling off his shirt.
I close my eyes looking the other way.
"Don't tell me your better idea was fulfilling another fantasy that involved out door sex."
"Sadly it's not, but if you're up for it..."
"No thanks."
Soon enough I hear his bones twisting and breaking apart and once I turn round he's fully morphed into his large wolf wit think black fur as dark as the night around us.
His wolf wastes no time walking up to me running his wet nose all over my face and sniffing me incessantly, tickling me in the process.
I chuckle giving him a good neck rub which he purrs to.
He's like a loyal dog that lovers being scratched and fed treats constantly. It's weird seeing different versions of Silas and loving each of them.
He bows his head now wagging his tail once he's has his fill of neck rubs.
"You want me to get on?"
He nods.
I reluctantly give in not expecting my attempt at having the important conversation regarding my secret.
I slowly get on loving the feeling of hid thick and warm fur caressing my skin. I hold onto it to secure myself and once he sees I'm well placed and comfortable he swoops into the night taking me along with it.
Its wild at first and I'm scared shitless.
Suddenly I'm pulled forward while riding on a wolf on high speed. The wind crashed painfully unto my face until I get the hang of.
In minutes I let my body relax feeling nature and the wind. He does trick jumping off rocks and over thick and high shrubs around like it's a silly game. I can hold by my laugher as well as some point.
I let him take me to wherever he wants to, having so much fun for one finally time with him just being butt naked underneath all those clothing. Luckily I had swiped his boxers just before I had been abducted by him.
For what seems to be the final stop he takes me atop a familiar hill. It reminds me of the time we had had that long ass conversation just before I had been kidnapped.
When I had sent that awkward text message to talk to him and ended up saying half of what I really need to say.
look down enough to pass the eerie feeling of love and fun, but it the very few the small cliffs is over now, the real conversation to begin now before it's too late.
I turn to his wolf form just casually standing there and watching the moon like an actual dog, a huge one.
"Silas can you change back? There's something we should talk about." I ask.
His wolf seems upset that I'm asking him to go back again by he gives in eventually
He takes a step back just as black hair begins to reside back into his skin and his body contorts back into a human form.
He suddenly looks at me seriously while I hand him over his boxers but he seems more interested on what he has to say next.
"There's something I want to talk about as well."