THE ALPHA'S VIRGIN SLAVE: Submit Alpha Ian's curse - Chapter 351: Chapter 351
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Larson's POV
"Sorry," I whispered when I pulled back from the kiss. My gaze was lowered to the ground because I didn't want to see the angry look on her face.
The last time I kissed her, she was so upset that she asked me to leave her room. This time, I was expecting her to walk away.
"You really like kissing, huh? Is it your hobby to kiss women who talk to you?" she asked as I looked up coldly.
"Do you see me going around kissing whoever talks to me?" I asked back angrily.
"I don't, because I don't follow you around like a damn dog," she responded seriously.
"Then how about you follow me around?" I asked.
"Are you calling me a dog right now?" she asked back loudly.
"You just did, not me!" I exclaimed, then flinched when a slap landed on my cheek.
"You are the worst asshole I know!" she screamed.
"How do you expect me to react and answer when your words were clearly disrespectful? I talked to Akira, Yuki, Tamara, and even other elderly omegas! Did you see me kiss them? How can you assume I kiss every woman who talks to me as if you have seen me do that before?" I screamed back, and that seemed to shock her because she stood speechless with widened eyes.
"I admit I may look like some asshole who fucks around because clearly it runs in the family, but I assure you I am not. Do I masturbate? Yes, I do. Have I kissed someone before? Yes, I did, and it was just a fucking simple kiss. Have I ever fucked anyone before? No, because in my stupid mind, no one could be worthy if it wasn't Roxanne. Do I still want to fuck? Definitely yes, but not her. This time I want to fuck you like crazy. I don't think about her in any way, and I don't even imagine shit with her, but with you!" I screamed furiously.
Her jaw dropped, and she was frozen in place.
"You need to calm down," my wolf warned.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"I know you don't trust me, and perhaps you hate me. I also know that it will take a lot of effort until you look my way," I said after I had opened my eyes.
"But I just want to love and accept you, even if you disrespect or hurt me with words. I don't want to walk out on you, no matter how angry I get at you. I know I say this a lot, but I messed up so badly a few years ago, and I'm willing to pay the price. If you don't want me, that's okay; if you don't like me, it's okay too. If you don't want to say nice words to me, that's alright as well; just don't ask me to stay away from you or avoid you, because I can't do that. I also don't want to be rejected by you. If you want to reject me, I'll run away just like you did," I said honestly.
"I'm a vampire; I can run after you," she whispered softly.
"Then I'll close my ears and refuse to listen. I can stay behind you and wait for years, just as you did, until you fall in love with me. Just let me hold your hand when you need someone to rely on, and let me love you in my own selfish, dumb way," I answered softly and then took her hands in mine.
"You are asking for too much," she said, then pulled her hands away.
"I hate you, a lot," she said as I tensed and my wolf whimpered.
"I wished you dead in the past and prayed for someone to rip your heart out. To be honest, I wanted you to be in an accident at the training camp and die," she said in a low tone as my eyes became blurred with tears.
Hearing her say such harsh words was painful and hard to swallow.
"Even now, I feel disgusted with myself because there is a part of me that's letting you do whatever you want. I don't want to forgive you no matter what you do because I don't need you in my life. You may have sex appeal, but that's all you can offer: your dick.Besides that, there is nothing worth my time that I can see or find in you. To be honest, I prefer Kyle and wanted to end up with him because he was the one with the qualities I have always wanted in a man," she said as I bit my tongue to hold in my voice and stay strong.
"But I guess your moon goddess didn't want that; that's why she gave him a mate who I couldn't fight or even be jealous of because she's my best friend," she said and then cleared her throat.
"Just so you know, the mate that desperately wanted you died the very moment she left her home. This lady I am right now wants nothing to do with you, and I would give everything to go back in time and stop the young me from ever liking you or seeing you in a different light," she said and then walked away as tears rolled down my cheeks.
I now understood how much pain I had caused her in the past with my words because hearing her say all that made me want to kill myself.
I stood sobbing for minutes, not knowing how I could gather the strength to go back or face her.
"Larson, where have you been?" Kyle's voice came from behind.
I quickly wiped my tears and turned to face him as he stood behind me.
"Hey... were you crying?" he asked softly, with a concerned expression on his face.
"No," I lied.
"I can smell tears, and your eyes are slightly red," he whispered.
"What can I say? I messed up big time," I answered as tears filled my eyes again.
"Hey, what happened?" he asked and then moved his hand to my shoulder.
"I hurt her so badly, and now I'm paying the price. She doesn't want me by her side. She actually hates me a lot and wants nothing to do with me. The fact that she was acting nice must have been because you asked her to, isn't it? I now know that the one she has feelings for is you," I answered and then pushed his hand away.
"Congratulations, Alpha. You can now be with my mate because you are who she freely desires and cares about," I said in a cracked voice, with tears running down my cheeks.
"Larson...,"
"Stay away from me, Kyle," I warned, and then walked away, sobbing silently.
"Sorry," I whispered when I pulled back from the kiss. My gaze was lowered to the ground because I didn't want to see the angry look on her face.
The last time I kissed her, she was so upset that she asked me to leave her room. This time, I was expecting her to walk away.
"You really like kissing, huh? Is it your hobby to kiss women who talk to you?" she asked as I looked up coldly.
"Do you see me going around kissing whoever talks to me?" I asked back angrily.
"I don't, because I don't follow you around like a damn dog," she responded seriously.
"Then how about you follow me around?" I asked.
"Are you calling me a dog right now?" she asked back loudly.
"You just did, not me!" I exclaimed, then flinched when a slap landed on my cheek.
"You are the worst asshole I know!" she screamed.
"How do you expect me to react and answer when your words were clearly disrespectful? I talked to Akira, Yuki, Tamara, and even other elderly omegas! Did you see me kiss them? How can you assume I kiss every woman who talks to me as if you have seen me do that before?" I screamed back, and that seemed to shock her because she stood speechless with widened eyes.
"I admit I may look like some asshole who fucks around because clearly it runs in the family, but I assure you I am not. Do I masturbate? Yes, I do. Have I kissed someone before? Yes, I did, and it was just a fucking simple kiss. Have I ever fucked anyone before? No, because in my stupid mind, no one could be worthy if it wasn't Roxanne. Do I still want to fuck? Definitely yes, but not her. This time I want to fuck you like crazy. I don't think about her in any way, and I don't even imagine shit with her, but with you!" I screamed furiously.
Her jaw dropped, and she was frozen in place.
"You need to calm down," my wolf warned.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"I know you don't trust me, and perhaps you hate me. I also know that it will take a lot of effort until you look my way," I said after I had opened my eyes.
"But I just want to love and accept you, even if you disrespect or hurt me with words. I don't want to walk out on you, no matter how angry I get at you. I know I say this a lot, but I messed up so badly a few years ago, and I'm willing to pay the price. If you don't want me, that's okay; if you don't like me, it's okay too. If you don't want to say nice words to me, that's alright as well; just don't ask me to stay away from you or avoid you, because I can't do that. I also don't want to be rejected by you. If you want to reject me, I'll run away just like you did," I said honestly.
"I'm a vampire; I can run after you," she whispered softly.
"Then I'll close my ears and refuse to listen. I can stay behind you and wait for years, just as you did, until you fall in love with me. Just let me hold your hand when you need someone to rely on, and let me love you in my own selfish, dumb way," I answered softly and then took her hands in mine.
"You are asking for too much," she said, then pulled her hands away.
"I hate you, a lot," she said as I tensed and my wolf whimpered.
"I wished you dead in the past and prayed for someone to rip your heart out. To be honest, I wanted you to be in an accident at the training camp and die," she said in a low tone as my eyes became blurred with tears.
Hearing her say such harsh words was painful and hard to swallow.
"Even now, I feel disgusted with myself because there is a part of me that's letting you do whatever you want. I don't want to forgive you no matter what you do because I don't need you in my life. You may have sex appeal, but that's all you can offer: your dick.Besides that, there is nothing worth my time that I can see or find in you. To be honest, I prefer Kyle and wanted to end up with him because he was the one with the qualities I have always wanted in a man," she said as I bit my tongue to hold in my voice and stay strong.
"But I guess your moon goddess didn't want that; that's why she gave him a mate who I couldn't fight or even be jealous of because she's my best friend," she said and then cleared her throat.
"Just so you know, the mate that desperately wanted you died the very moment she left her home. This lady I am right now wants nothing to do with you, and I would give everything to go back in time and stop the young me from ever liking you or seeing you in a different light," she said and then walked away as tears rolled down my cheeks.
I now understood how much pain I had caused her in the past with my words because hearing her say all that made me want to kill myself.
I stood sobbing for minutes, not knowing how I could gather the strength to go back or face her.
"Larson, where have you been?" Kyle's voice came from behind.
I quickly wiped my tears and turned to face him as he stood behind me.
"Hey... were you crying?" he asked softly, with a concerned expression on his face.
"No," I lied.
"I can smell tears, and your eyes are slightly red," he whispered.
"What can I say? I messed up big time," I answered as tears filled my eyes again.
"Hey, what happened?" he asked and then moved his hand to my shoulder.
"I hurt her so badly, and now I'm paying the price. She doesn't want me by her side. She actually hates me a lot and wants nothing to do with me. The fact that she was acting nice must have been because you asked her to, isn't it? I now know that the one she has feelings for is you," I answered and then pushed his hand away.
"Congratulations, Alpha. You can now be with my mate because you are who she freely desires and cares about," I said in a cracked voice, with tears running down my cheeks.
"Larson...,"
"Stay away from me, Kyle," I warned, and then walked away, sobbing silently.
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