The Emancipation of a Fuckboy - Chapter 16: Chapter 16

Dominic
It's been a few days since I got home and I haven't seen anyone that I know yet which is extremely beneficial for me because I'm not yet ready to be judged, despised, and be burned at the stakes like a powerless witch just yet. I'm hoping that everyone had already forgotten about my whole existence since I've been gone for too long. I doubt it though.
My sister just took over my bedroom and violently refuse to go back to her old bedroom which is fine with me. She can have it all to herself, I don't want it anyways. It's not that I hate my old bedroom, there had been a lot of firsts and funny memories there. That old bedroom witnessed the first time that I jacked off, the first time I realized that I liked men, the first time that I cried because of my crush, but it also has a lot of memories from Valentine that I don't want to reminisce. I spent a lot of consecutive nights of crying in that room. For now, I just want to keep Valentine out of my life for as long as I can until the day that I can say I've finally moved on from him, so by any inevitable chance that we cross paths at a bus station or a random coffee shop at just wherever it is, I can innocently face him with no pain chained on my knees, I can decently give him a wide smile and probably talk to him like nothing happened between us.
My mom missed me so much that she asked for an entire day off just to hang out with me. Of course, I missed her as well. I missed her wonderful effort in trying her best to be like a cool mom that every kid out there covets. I missed her constant nosiness of trying to figure out who do I like. I lowkey missed my sister as well, she has grown a lot from the last time that I saw her, but she's kind of having her own difficult path of adolescence that she's been displaying some misplaced attitude outburst here and there. It's admittedly nettlesome but we do understand what she's going through. My mom took her time in cooking all of my favorite food and to be honest, her cooking skills had a big improvement, not that delicious that I'll forget my name but it's definitely worth eating. The day off was simply spent with a lot of gossiping and eating, much more like my mom is shooting a Mukbang content and I'm here as her once in a lifetime guest. My mother became unbearably nosy that she's pretty much asking a lot of things about me, about my studies in Singapore and my love life. There's this one notable moment where she asked me about Valentine but I just told her that we are over and that we don't talk anymore so she needs to stop bringing him up. She expressed her grave disappointment about it and admitted to me that she liked him so much and that we looked so perfect together.
I guess I got used to going out and drinking alone during my time in Singapore that when I got the chance to party alone I just grab the opportunity. I ended up in a new local bar that just opened a few months ago. At first, I was just warming up with a single bottle of beer while looking around for some possible prospects until someone finally came to me and introduced himself.
"Hey, I see you checking me out" The guy I was just looking at a few seconds ago approached me with his beautiful smile. The smell of his strong cologne smacked my nostrils.
"My name's Dom.... Donathan" I lied. The idea of not actually telling them your real name just came into my mind at the last minute. I've thought of starting fresh off the boat and introduce myself not using my real name.
"I'm Spencer" He offered his hand and shook it. "May I sit here with you? Are you waiting for someone else or are you alone?"
"Just by myself, drowning this loneliness that I'm feeling" I jested.
"Hahaha, I like your humor" Spencer sat beside me and ordered himself a beer. "Is this your first time here in town?" He asked while flashing me his gorgeous angular image.
"Uhm, well. I actually live here" I admitted.
"Oh, really? I haven't seen you around though. Oh, I guess you don't go out that much"
"Oh, I do go out a lot of times. The truth is I just studied in Singapore for five years and I just got back here so that's probably the whole reason why this is your first time seeing me"
"And I thought I've figured it out. Anyways, how are you loving this bar?" He asked and I let my eyes roam around the bar quickly.
"I guess so. It looks like a bar, so"
Spencer and I ended up going to this local gay club by his sudden suggestion that quickly got my acknowledgment. We got really drunk and went dancing on the dance floor until were dripping in sweats. The grind was blatantly arousing and pretty much everything and I just couldn't help but kiss him. We ended up hooking up just as I planned with me leaving unnoticed early in the morning after the pleasurable encounter. Spencer was undeniably hot and he sure does know how to make someone moan, and not just moan but moan like they had reached the seventh heaven. For me, even if it was worthy, I want it to be the last time. I thought that was the last time that I will see Spencer and his handsome frame but he kind of found me online even after knowing a false name.
**Hi!
He chatted which I ignored after looking up to his profile and knowing that it was the guy I slept with last night, but just after five minutes of me depriving him of the response that he wanted he chatted me again.
**Hi, is Dominic really your real name?
He asked three times and I was forced to give him a short reply just to keep my Donathan persona living.
***My real name is Donathan
**Oh, Okay
**Can I ask you out on a date?
He did not waste a day and asked me out for a date, just like that. We just met last night, had a long conversation that is not worthy and he's already asking me out on a date? What the actual fuck, I don't do dates anymore. I just ignored him for the whole day but he's just unbelievably persistent that out of my annoyance I just said yes for him to stop bothering me but even after that, he won't just leave me alone.
The next day, I ended up meeting with him at this fine dining restaurant.
"I thought you weren't coming," He said the moment I arrived. I can clearly see a burst of relief painted in his adorable handsomeness. He said the meet will be five-thirty and I intentionally arrived an hour later just to make sure that he'd given up on me and left but when I set foot inside the restaurant he was there smiling at me.
"Sorry, I got stuck in the traffic" I lied as soon as I got to the table.
"You look dashing" He complimented me. I gave him a fraudulent smile. If I look dashing with only this black shirt then he's a total liar.
"And you look mesmerizing" I replied back, this was an honest compliment though. The playful pattern in his shirt made him look a bit more expensive than he already appears and the necklace he's wearing just made his collarbone spark.
"I really want to get to know you Donathan or Dominic" Spencer began opening the floor of conversation as soon as we started digging on our meals.
"I prefer Donathan" I mumbled.
"You look like an interesting person to get to know" He admitted, speaking with such a vibe in his tone that I can't quite decipher just yet.
"How so?"
"You know this is my first time trying to date someone in five years" He spat and for a moment I thought he was just making this up just to hypnotize me into believing his bullshit. "I woke up at the motel yesterday and I found out that you were gone early. I don't want to admit it but I instantly saw myself in you" But then he continued speaking his truth that somehow lead me to believe that he was actually telling me the truth.
"What do you mean you saw yourself in me?" I asked apprehensively like I'm already having this slight idea of what he's trying to tell me. This is a major red flag.
"My name isn't actually Spencer" He confessed.
"What?"
"My real name is Alec. Spencer is my name every time I go out drinking and partying and I also used to hook up with some hot guys and girls"
"You're kidding me right?"
"I'm being dead serious"