The Guard To My Sanctuary - Chapter 19: Chapter 19
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I woke up feeling sore for the thousandth time in my life only this time I was more than happy to be sore since it meant I had really made love with Marco. Last night I was just so turned on by his confession of his love for me after he apologized for a long...long time that I couldn't help myself. I had to have him, I didn't even know I was ready for sex with him until last night but it was worth all of the waiting. He was gentle and assertive as he felt on and tasted my body. I felt so wanted and desired when he'd look up at me with his shining eyes and the way he kissed me sent me over the moon. I never felt that sexy in my life. I had been taken by many men and never had I felt like something to be desired in a real way. His lips were like cotton on mine and his tongue roamed my mouth as if determined to remain in control. The things he did to me with his tongue had me screaming to the rafters. Every swipe of his tongue sent me into ecstasy especially in the way he used it to roam my chest and body, it was otherworldly. Then his dick which at first sight scared the hell out of me, I thought it was going to split me in two. But the taste which was something indescribable in a pleasant way.
I could smell him under my body it was his distinctive his strong pleasantly masculine scent with a tad of citrus, if I could bottle his smell up I would just so I could sniff it any time we weren't together, but not in a weird way. His large hands still had a hold on my ass, his mitts gripped onto my little booty as if I was going to run away in the night which he might have feared after the craziness of last night. His strong chest was my pillow It felt like a firm and furry under my head and I could hear his heartbeat since my ear was pressed against his ribs. I used my fingers to trail up his hairy chest as if they were pairs of legs walking. I followed the arm that was holding me all the way to my ass. I grabbed his hand and felt something tacky in between my cheeks. At first, I thought it was lube but I knew enough about lubricants to know that they felt sticky, not glue-like. My eyes shot wide open and I squinted from the bright lights streaming in from his open blinds and filtered through the trees just outside of his window. I hopped out of Marco's strong grasp while he snored away oblivious to what was happening. I shimmied off of the bed onto the ground feeling a numb pain in my backside. I looked around the floor and couldn't find what I was in search for. I knew we didn't leave the bed after we started so it had to be around somewhere. After ten minutes of scaling the floor then looking through his trash bin, I climbed back up and slapped Marco's chest which stung my palm.
"Huh what's wrong Honey," he asked his deep voice sending vibrations onto my naked skin. I left a red handprint on his tan chest which probably stung him way less than how my hand was feeling.
"Where's the condom," I asked him bluntly looking into his eyes as if trying to look directly into his memories. I really hope he had flushed it or something while I was asleep despite all hope.b
"What," he asked wiping the sleep out of his eyes and leaning up the covers fell off of him exposing his naked body. I bit my lip but shook off the erotic feeling building in my mind. He grabbed my waist pulled me onto his naked lap and cupped my ass cheeks. He began rubbing my booty which felt great and made it hard for me to concentrate as I started to grind myself into him.
"What's wrong," he said seriously his breath a little stale from sleeping.
"Where is the condom, the one that you used last night," I asked getting panicked and euphoric from him gripping my ass hard with concern.
"Condom what condom we didn't use one last night. Oh, shit I knew I had forgotten something," he said with his eyes wide open. He looked like a child who broke a vase while playing with a ball in the house and knew he was going to get his ass beat when the parents find out. I like the average parent wanted to slap the shit out of him.
"You have got to be kidding me," I said getting off of him and grabbing his underwear from off the floor and pulling them up to cover myself up with since they were the first thing I saw that would keep me covered. I had to hold them at my hips to keep them from falling off of me.
"You know you look really good like that," he said while licking his bottom lip as if this was a time for games.
"Seriously, are you fucking serious right now. We could have just conceived a baby last night and you're going to be late for work," I said pointing to the clock annoyed by him.
"Oh shit,"He said jumping up and kissed me on my forehead, "Didn't you once tell me it's super hard for you to get pregnant since things have to be absorbed and yadda yadda yadda, how about this I'm going to buy a pregnancy test and you look up the best time for you to take it to get the most accurate results and we'll go from there but for now I'm going to work so I won't get written up."
He walked into the bathroom without any clothing on and closed the door behind him. I walked out of the room into the kitchen scared as hell and washed my hands and face in the kitchen sink. I then went to put myself to work as to get my mind to focus on something else and to make myself stop shaking. I made him a sandwich with all his lean meats and cheeses he kept in his refrigerator before making his morning protein shake, a thermos of coffee and afternoon shake that he called a meal. When I was done with everything I put it in his lunch bag and got to work cleaning the little bit of mess that I had created. He came out with a big smile on his face a few minutes later, his hair brushed down and he was dressed in his uniform. He walked over to me and grabbed his items then pulled me into a hug and planted a kiss on my cheek.
"Look, Honey whatever happens happens. If you're pregnant I would be happy as hell and if you're not then I'll make sure to wrap it up next time. I love you and I'll be home later okay. God damn, it's nice to go to work knowing that you will be here at the end of the day," he said and kissed me.
"I love you," he said pulling away and walking to the door.
"I love you too," I said as the door closed hoping he heard me before he departed. When he was finally gone I locked the door and turned some music on as to drown out the thoughts going through my head. I walked into his closet and grabbed one of his sweaters and then grabbed a clean pair of underwear from the drawer he made for me and went to take a shower. I got in and let the water rain down on me, I lathered up some of my soap into the rag. I raised the rage over my head and squeezed the cloth letting the soapy liquid pour down my body. As the suds came down so did my anxiety level.
'I might be having a baby,' I thought to myself knowing that luck had a way of playing games with me.
After two long weeks, it was finally time to figure out the path we were headed down. Would things change forever or would we be bringing a life into this world?
"Alright Honey time to piss on a stick," Marco said a bit cavalier for my liking as he walked into the house handing me the box of First Response check and confirm tests. I took the box in my hands and we made our way to his bathroom feeling the familiar sensation of anxiety flowing over me.
"You know how to do it," he asked getting comfortable on the sink counter and looking at me.
"Yeah piss on the pad and wait a minute or so for the results, it's not exactly rocket science. Now can you go," I asked looking at him as I waited for him to give me some privacy
"Nope I've seen you naked before," he said looking at me with a smile. He was obviously not in any rush to head out so rolling my eyes I pulled my shorts down exposing my flaccid dick and unboxed the test pulling the caps off both. I peed on the first one then the seconds then sat them on the counter face down next to the sink. I had stayed at Marco's for the week so I wouldn't have to lie to my Dad's face as to why I was so jittery. I was really bad at lying and knew I would let it slip as to why I was nervous. I really should have gone back in birth control so I wouldn't have to be so nervous but I decided to stop because I hated how it made me feel when it first got injected. I looked up at Marco who seemed to have a hopeful grin then washed my hands. He seemed excited about this whole situation which I found odd, but then again he was older and more prepared to have a child. Plus he wouldn't be the one growing a person if the test were confirmed.
"Okay now it's time for the moment of truth," he said grabbing both test and flipping them over. I saw the smile spread across his face as he read the results and knew it before he said it.
"I'm gonna be a Dad," he said dropping the test on the counter. He hopped off the top of the counter and hugged me hard while I stood shocked for a moment then hugged him back. He pulled off of me and started kissing all over my face and lifted me into the air. It was a real Romantic Comedy kind of moment, the type of scene where the guy who loved the girl couldn't be happier to have gotten his girlfriend or wife pregnant while the woman or in this case me had to think about the real changes that would happen to them.
"I didn't think you could make me any happier but somehow you've done it," he said and kissed me. I didn't think he would be this excited for a child but seeing him that elated made a lot of the fear wash right out of me.
I'm going to be a daddy,' I thought while he spoke to me about having a son or daughter and teaching them how to ride a bike. He seemed so excited by the prospect of becoming a father and all that entailed. It wasn't that we couldn't afford it but I knew I still had things to work on just like he did. How the hell were we going to keep ourselves from screwing up another person? How was I going to be a father?
I could smell him under my body it was his distinctive his strong pleasantly masculine scent with a tad of citrus, if I could bottle his smell up I would just so I could sniff it any time we weren't together, but not in a weird way. His large hands still had a hold on my ass, his mitts gripped onto my little booty as if I was going to run away in the night which he might have feared after the craziness of last night. His strong chest was my pillow It felt like a firm and furry under my head and I could hear his heartbeat since my ear was pressed against his ribs. I used my fingers to trail up his hairy chest as if they were pairs of legs walking. I followed the arm that was holding me all the way to my ass. I grabbed his hand and felt something tacky in between my cheeks. At first, I thought it was lube but I knew enough about lubricants to know that they felt sticky, not glue-like. My eyes shot wide open and I squinted from the bright lights streaming in from his open blinds and filtered through the trees just outside of his window. I hopped out of Marco's strong grasp while he snored away oblivious to what was happening. I shimmied off of the bed onto the ground feeling a numb pain in my backside. I looked around the floor and couldn't find what I was in search for. I knew we didn't leave the bed after we started so it had to be around somewhere. After ten minutes of scaling the floor then looking through his trash bin, I climbed back up and slapped Marco's chest which stung my palm.
"Huh what's wrong Honey," he asked his deep voice sending vibrations onto my naked skin. I left a red handprint on his tan chest which probably stung him way less than how my hand was feeling.
"Where's the condom," I asked him bluntly looking into his eyes as if trying to look directly into his memories. I really hope he had flushed it or something while I was asleep despite all hope.b
"What," he asked wiping the sleep out of his eyes and leaning up the covers fell off of him exposing his naked body. I bit my lip but shook off the erotic feeling building in my mind. He grabbed my waist pulled me onto his naked lap and cupped my ass cheeks. He began rubbing my booty which felt great and made it hard for me to concentrate as I started to grind myself into him.
"What's wrong," he said seriously his breath a little stale from sleeping.
"Where is the condom, the one that you used last night," I asked getting panicked and euphoric from him gripping my ass hard with concern.
"Condom what condom we didn't use one last night. Oh, shit I knew I had forgotten something," he said with his eyes wide open. He looked like a child who broke a vase while playing with a ball in the house and knew he was going to get his ass beat when the parents find out. I like the average parent wanted to slap the shit out of him.
"You have got to be kidding me," I said getting off of him and grabbing his underwear from off the floor and pulling them up to cover myself up with since they were the first thing I saw that would keep me covered. I had to hold them at my hips to keep them from falling off of me.
"You know you look really good like that," he said while licking his bottom lip as if this was a time for games.
"Seriously, are you fucking serious right now. We could have just conceived a baby last night and you're going to be late for work," I said pointing to the clock annoyed by him.
"Oh shit,"He said jumping up and kissed me on my forehead, "Didn't you once tell me it's super hard for you to get pregnant since things have to be absorbed and yadda yadda yadda, how about this I'm going to buy a pregnancy test and you look up the best time for you to take it to get the most accurate results and we'll go from there but for now I'm going to work so I won't get written up."
He walked into the bathroom without any clothing on and closed the door behind him. I walked out of the room into the kitchen scared as hell and washed my hands and face in the kitchen sink. I then went to put myself to work as to get my mind to focus on something else and to make myself stop shaking. I made him a sandwich with all his lean meats and cheeses he kept in his refrigerator before making his morning protein shake, a thermos of coffee and afternoon shake that he called a meal. When I was done with everything I put it in his lunch bag and got to work cleaning the little bit of mess that I had created. He came out with a big smile on his face a few minutes later, his hair brushed down and he was dressed in his uniform. He walked over to me and grabbed his items then pulled me into a hug and planted a kiss on my cheek.
"Look, Honey whatever happens happens. If you're pregnant I would be happy as hell and if you're not then I'll make sure to wrap it up next time. I love you and I'll be home later okay. God damn, it's nice to go to work knowing that you will be here at the end of the day," he said and kissed me.
"I love you," he said pulling away and walking to the door.
"I love you too," I said as the door closed hoping he heard me before he departed. When he was finally gone I locked the door and turned some music on as to drown out the thoughts going through my head. I walked into his closet and grabbed one of his sweaters and then grabbed a clean pair of underwear from the drawer he made for me and went to take a shower. I got in and let the water rain down on me, I lathered up some of my soap into the rag. I raised the rage over my head and squeezed the cloth letting the soapy liquid pour down my body. As the suds came down so did my anxiety level.
'I might be having a baby,' I thought to myself knowing that luck had a way of playing games with me.
After two long weeks, it was finally time to figure out the path we were headed down. Would things change forever or would we be bringing a life into this world?
"Alright Honey time to piss on a stick," Marco said a bit cavalier for my liking as he walked into the house handing me the box of First Response check and confirm tests. I took the box in my hands and we made our way to his bathroom feeling the familiar sensation of anxiety flowing over me.
"You know how to do it," he asked getting comfortable on the sink counter and looking at me.
"Yeah piss on the pad and wait a minute or so for the results, it's not exactly rocket science. Now can you go," I asked looking at him as I waited for him to give me some privacy
"Nope I've seen you naked before," he said looking at me with a smile. He was obviously not in any rush to head out so rolling my eyes I pulled my shorts down exposing my flaccid dick and unboxed the test pulling the caps off both. I peed on the first one then the seconds then sat them on the counter face down next to the sink. I had stayed at Marco's for the week so I wouldn't have to lie to my Dad's face as to why I was so jittery. I was really bad at lying and knew I would let it slip as to why I was nervous. I really should have gone back in birth control so I wouldn't have to be so nervous but I decided to stop because I hated how it made me feel when it first got injected. I looked up at Marco who seemed to have a hopeful grin then washed my hands. He seemed excited about this whole situation which I found odd, but then again he was older and more prepared to have a child. Plus he wouldn't be the one growing a person if the test were confirmed.
"Okay now it's time for the moment of truth," he said grabbing both test and flipping them over. I saw the smile spread across his face as he read the results and knew it before he said it.
"I'm gonna be a Dad," he said dropping the test on the counter. He hopped off the top of the counter and hugged me hard while I stood shocked for a moment then hugged him back. He pulled off of me and started kissing all over my face and lifted me into the air. It was a real Romantic Comedy kind of moment, the type of scene where the guy who loved the girl couldn't be happier to have gotten his girlfriend or wife pregnant while the woman or in this case me had to think about the real changes that would happen to them.
"I didn't think you could make me any happier but somehow you've done it," he said and kissed me. I didn't think he would be this excited for a child but seeing him that elated made a lot of the fear wash right out of me.
I'm going to be a daddy,' I thought while he spoke to me about having a son or daughter and teaching them how to ride a bike. He seemed so excited by the prospect of becoming a father and all that entailed. It wasn't that we couldn't afford it but I knew I still had things to work on just like he did. How the hell were we going to keep ourselves from screwing up another person? How was I going to be a father?
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