The Rejected Female Wolf - Chapter 130: Chapter 130

"What are you talking about?"
"I hate to be the one to tell you the truth, but I'm going to do it anyways."
"What truth?" He's silent for a few minutes before I hear him let out a dramatic sigh. I can almost see him shaking his head back and forth in disappointment.
"I can't believe the moon goddess would pair you up with someone like Ryder. If you ask me, he didn't deserve you as a burden. He was having a great life, and then you messed everything up. Did you know that he's not even looking for you right now? He was the one that let us into his pack. Obviously he had to make it believable, so he didn't tell anyone of his plan. I was actually surprised by his amazing acting skills. You actually thought that he cared for you." My heart aches in my chest, but I try to ignore his words. I shake my head and try to get away from him. I don't want to listen to his lies anymore.
"I bet you didn't know that he was the one that set all of this up. He was getting tired of pretending to like you, so he had all of this planned. He would have killed you himself, but he didn't want your blood to be on his hand." Tears start falling down my cheeks and I whimper slightly. Ryder was just faking everything? No, that can't be the truth. I know that he would never hurt me.
"You're lying to me," I manage to whisper through my tears. My fist clench and my body tenses. Ryder would never do that to me. He lets out a snort before pressing my face into the ground.
"I'm not lying though. His uncle never died, his uncle was just living in another pack. Ryder is paying Zack a good amount so you could be taken away. Zack said that the only reason he would help Ryder was because he missed having you as a slave." I try to stop my tears, but they just keep pouring down my face. I keep trying to convince myself that this is all a lie, but I don't know anymore. My sadness starts to be replaced with rage and I start shaking slightly.
"You're completely useless. No one would ever love you. I don't even know why you decided to keep living all this time. I guess some people just can't take a hint. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to do the job you failed to do." The knife presses more into my skin and I let out a shaky breath.
"I feel bad for all those people who had to act like they actually liked you. I've only known you for how long? A little more than 2 weeks and I could barely handle it. I'm sure everyone will be happier when you're gone." These are words that I've heard many times in the past, especially from Zack, and I already know what's going to happen. The abuse. I sit there lamely with my jaw clenched and my eyes closed.
"Wow, you're already giving up? I expected more from you, but I guess I should've known. You've never fought for anything in your life. You've just let things happen to you. So weak." Those words strike a nerve in me and I can feel my body tensing again. That seems to be the reaction he wanted though which only serves to further anger me. What am I doing? I promised myself that I would be strong, and that I would start fighting back, and I'm over here cowering like a little baby. Maybe I really don't deserve Ryder. He would be better off with someone stronger and wiser. More rage starts pumping through my system and I mentally scold myself and think of all the negatives of my life and situation.
"What's wrong? Are you upset now? Did I hit another nerve? Aw, you poor baby." The mocking tone of his voice makes me scowl at the ground below me. I feel something in me start stirring and awakening and I can barely contain my fury.
"ENOUGH!" With that one word, Carter goes flying across the field and hits his back against one of the trees. He stops talking and just stares at me with wide eyes. I can feel my anger start to grow as I take a few steps in his direction.
"You are a traitor, and a deceiver. You will pay for what you've done to me." My voice sounds foreign to my own ears, and I'm shocked that I was able to say that with so much authority. The voice sounds like mine, but it's mixed with another voice. With every step that I take, I feel more and more power flowing through my veins. For once, I actually feel powerful, almost like I can do anything.
Carter's face turns a very pale color, and I smirk slightly. It feels good to finally have the upper hand.
"I'm not sure exactly what I want to do with you yet. Should I kill you, or should I torture you first?" I don't know what's making me so violent all of a sudden, but I can't seem to control my emotions or actions anymore. It feels like another part of me has taken over. It almost feels like if my wolf had taken over, but I know that's not the case. This feels different, yet similar. I watch as my body continues to pace in front of Carter.