The Rejected Female Wolf - Chapter 21: Chapter 21

I felt another tear roll down my face. He wiped away the tears and looked at me in the eyes. "When you ran away, I was devastated. I stayed locked in my room and refused to eat. I wouldn't shift and the realization that you weren't coming back, made my wolf angry at me. He stopped talking to me and I wasn't able to shift. I cried everyday, wishing you would come back," a silent tear left the corner of his eye,"Your brother tried to make me leave my room but I wouldn't, not unless you had returned. Over time, I started to realize that the pack needed an Alpha so I did that. I lost all my emotions. I didn't smile or laugh for the two years. All I did was work as an Alpha. I was scared that if I was by myself then I would go back into depression," I cut him off.
"Then why did you fuck other girls? I felt the pain. I felt an unbearable pain when you banged a girl. I made myself believe you didn't love me. I just thought that maybe you were glad I was gone so you could continue with your player ways," I said with a sob rising in my throat.
"You know why I banged them? At first, I did it because I wanted to make you feel the pain you made me feel when you left. When I knew that the idea was stupid, I started to do it because I couldn't be left alone. I would pretend you were them so I could keep sanity. It didn't help though and if it did it was only for a few days before I had to do it again. Don't you get it," he put both hands on each side of my face,"I need you. I want you. I can't function correctly without you in my life."
I didn't stop when the sob escaped my lips. Luke pulled me close to me and wrapped his arms around me. "When the hunters started to attack, I was worried that one day someone would call and say that you had died. I was scared, Jenna," he whimpered,"When I called your brother so that we could work together, it took a while before he accepted. he had been in depression. He was in pain and he didn't want to live. I remember that right after I escaped depression, your brother fell back in it. He once tried to overdose and if it weren't for me dropping by his house in surprise, then he would be dead. Not even with him were we strong enough. That's when I called Blake. I needed his help so we could rid of the hunters. When I found out you were their beta, I was overjoyed. After two years, I was finally going to have my mate back. But you had changed. You were no longer the broken girl who everyone bullied because of her parents' deaths and overweight, instead you were a strong girl who wouldn't take crap from anyone. You were confident. When you became rude and cold to me, I knew that you hated me. You didn't want me and I felt like dying," he took a deep breath.
"Open your eyes," he whispered. I hadn't realized when I had even closed them. I slowly revealed him my eyes and he had red eyes and dry tears were stained on his cheeks. "I love you Jenna," he smiled.
My body froze as my heart thudded in an erratic beating. He lowered his head and I could feel his hot breath fan across my lips. I didn't care if this was going to hurt me or cause a mess, but I joined our lips.
We started slow and passionate and he moves his hands to my hips. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and kissed him back. It felt amazing. Tingling sensations were all over my body and I could feel Luke humming in pleasure. His tongue begged for entrance and I opened my mouth.
His tongue explored every inch of my body and I pressed myself tighter against him. He groaned and I could feel him getting excited as Luke Jr. poked my stomach.
I moaned when he pressed against me harder. That's when things took a more hotter turn. He lowered his hands to my thighs and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he slammed me against the wall. I pulled on the ends of his hair and he ground against me. I gasped and pulled back for air, but he didn't stop. He trailed kisses down my neck and when he reached my sweet spot, I moaned. He sucked on it hard and dragged his teeth across it. He had found the place where he had to mark me.
I was about to push him away when he asked me. "Let me mark you, Jenna. Please?" He asked with a pleading tone. I hesitated. Should I let him mark me?
'Yes!' Crystal yelled with excitement. He told me the whole truth as to why he rejected me and he made me feel things I have always wanted to feel. He makes me feel nervous and loved. I thought it over and I know that sooner or later he will mark me. I'm probably going to get in trouble with Blake and the others, but wait. If he marks me, I have to leave my pack and position and I don't want to. I felt sad but I pushed away Luke. He dropped me and I stood straight.