The Rejected Female Wolf - Chapter 65: Chapter 65
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"Hey I'm Blake and I'm Alpha of the White Stone Pack. Trey was like a younger brother to me and my mission? To protect him with all my heart and I failed him." I jumped in surprise when Blake slammed his fist on the podium. "I could've helped him but instead I focused on the damn hunters who made me furious. I regret not being by Trey's side. I regret leaving him to fight all those hunters when I clearly knew he wasn't ready." By now Blake was shaking and his eyes were darkening. "I hate myself so much right now," he growled lowly.
I quickly stand up and run to Blake where his grip was tightening on the podium and microphone. I remove it from him and place it down. "Come on Blake. Let's go talk," I comfort as I place a hand on his shoulder.
"No I want to stay here!" He began to shout.
"Blake stop this now. You are out of control," I hiss lowly. Slowly he listens and wraps his arms around me. I sigh in relief and motion for Luke to proceed and I'll be back. He nods his head in understanding.
"Now Blake please calm down. This is for Trey remember and he wouldn't want you blaming yourself for his death," I whisper and hug him tightly.
"Okay," he breaths heavily and kisses my temple before heading to his seat next to Randy. Randy whispers something to Blake which makes him nod his head and crack a faint smile.
"Up next is your Luna and she'll be speaking a few words." I turn to the podium and breath in.
'You can do this,' Crystal motivates me. I think that over and over before nodding my head and taking Luke's place.
I clear my throat and glance at Trey. My throat immediately closes and tears begin to pool. I close my eyes and shut out all the bad memories.
"My name is Jenna Summers and I am the mate of Alpha Luke, sister of Alpha Jared from Green Woods Pack, ex beta of White Stone Pack and your Luna. Trey was probably the first person to ever make me feel beautiful. Years ago I felt worthless and pathetic. It got to the point where I had thoughts of killing myself and then that was the moment I had to take control of my life and leave. Who was I to be told what to do and beat because of the most redundant things? I left and I couldn't have been any happier when I ran into Blake, Randy, Zach and Trey. I was given a gift from the Moon Goddess." By now everyone was close to tears except for me. I was holding them back and I was not going to let them escape. "I began to train and work hard. Before I knew it I had not only lost a heck load of weight but I had proved myself worthy. I was undefeatable," I smirked.
"That was until I lost someone I loved. Someone I cared. And that person was Trey. He will never be replaced because no one that special can come up in my life again. He was MY hero. He helped me when I was down. He was there when I would want to quit. He was the one to give me a shoulder to cry on. Sure I have Blake, Randy and Zach, heck I even have Luke now. But that doesn't mean I'm not wishing Trey was still here, beside me. I loved Trey. He was like a young brother to me and my job was to take care of him that day. I didn't though. I failed not only him but all my other brothers. Blake this isn't your fault," I stared deeply into Blake's glassy eyes and felt like breaking down. "It was me. It was my fault. I trained him and knew he needed extra help but I just had to fucking faint!" I was beginning to yell and tears were cascading down my face.
"I was supposed to make sure he didn't get hurt and I couldn't even do that! I could've saved him but I was too late! He could've lived if it weren't for my stupidity to faint or rage. I was blinded by the fury inside me that I forgot what was really important. That day was the worst day of my life." I squeezed my eyes shut as I relived it all.
"His eyes. His eyes were full of love and pain. Pain that could've been avoided if I had helped him. And as for the love, he was trying to say goodbye. He knew he wouldn't make it," I sobbed out. My voice had long gone from its confidence to a shaky mess.
"It was my fault," I cried heavily into the microphone. I felt Luke come up and scoop me up into his arms. I continued to weep mournfully as I nuzzled my head into his chest. Luke was about open his mouth to speak when I got out of his arms and grabbed the microphone again. I breathed in deeply and spoke a bit calmer. "I would like you all to know that I am pregnant," a few gasps were let out,"and I know this child will be a boy. So in memory of my hero my little boy will be named Trey McCarter, future Alpha of Dark Moon Pack." Luke stared at me in shock and pride. After a few seconds he spoke up.
I quickly stand up and run to Blake where his grip was tightening on the podium and microphone. I remove it from him and place it down. "Come on Blake. Let's go talk," I comfort as I place a hand on his shoulder.
"No I want to stay here!" He began to shout.
"Blake stop this now. You are out of control," I hiss lowly. Slowly he listens and wraps his arms around me. I sigh in relief and motion for Luke to proceed and I'll be back. He nods his head in understanding.
"Now Blake please calm down. This is for Trey remember and he wouldn't want you blaming yourself for his death," I whisper and hug him tightly.
"Okay," he breaths heavily and kisses my temple before heading to his seat next to Randy. Randy whispers something to Blake which makes him nod his head and crack a faint smile.
"Up next is your Luna and she'll be speaking a few words." I turn to the podium and breath in.
'You can do this,' Crystal motivates me. I think that over and over before nodding my head and taking Luke's place.
I clear my throat and glance at Trey. My throat immediately closes and tears begin to pool. I close my eyes and shut out all the bad memories.
"My name is Jenna Summers and I am the mate of Alpha Luke, sister of Alpha Jared from Green Woods Pack, ex beta of White Stone Pack and your Luna. Trey was probably the first person to ever make me feel beautiful. Years ago I felt worthless and pathetic. It got to the point where I had thoughts of killing myself and then that was the moment I had to take control of my life and leave. Who was I to be told what to do and beat because of the most redundant things? I left and I couldn't have been any happier when I ran into Blake, Randy, Zach and Trey. I was given a gift from the Moon Goddess." By now everyone was close to tears except for me. I was holding them back and I was not going to let them escape. "I began to train and work hard. Before I knew it I had not only lost a heck load of weight but I had proved myself worthy. I was undefeatable," I smirked.
"That was until I lost someone I loved. Someone I cared. And that person was Trey. He will never be replaced because no one that special can come up in my life again. He was MY hero. He helped me when I was down. He was there when I would want to quit. He was the one to give me a shoulder to cry on. Sure I have Blake, Randy and Zach, heck I even have Luke now. But that doesn't mean I'm not wishing Trey was still here, beside me. I loved Trey. He was like a young brother to me and my job was to take care of him that day. I didn't though. I failed not only him but all my other brothers. Blake this isn't your fault," I stared deeply into Blake's glassy eyes and felt like breaking down. "It was me. It was my fault. I trained him and knew he needed extra help but I just had to fucking faint!" I was beginning to yell and tears were cascading down my face.
"I was supposed to make sure he didn't get hurt and I couldn't even do that! I could've saved him but I was too late! He could've lived if it weren't for my stupidity to faint or rage. I was blinded by the fury inside me that I forgot what was really important. That day was the worst day of my life." I squeezed my eyes shut as I relived it all.
"His eyes. His eyes were full of love and pain. Pain that could've been avoided if I had helped him. And as for the love, he was trying to say goodbye. He knew he wouldn't make it," I sobbed out. My voice had long gone from its confidence to a shaky mess.
"It was my fault," I cried heavily into the microphone. I felt Luke come up and scoop me up into his arms. I continued to weep mournfully as I nuzzled my head into his chest. Luke was about open his mouth to speak when I got out of his arms and grabbed the microphone again. I breathed in deeply and spoke a bit calmer. "I would like you all to know that I am pregnant," a few gasps were let out,"and I know this child will be a boy. So in memory of my hero my little boy will be named Trey McCarter, future Alpha of Dark Moon Pack." Luke stared at me in shock and pride. After a few seconds he spoke up.
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