The Rejected Female Wolf - Chapter 85: Chapter 85
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"Calm down, love. There's no reason to be nervous." I take a shaky breath in and I nod my head slightly. Our lips are about 2 centimeters away from each other. This is it, I'm about to have my first kiss. Just a little closer.
We're about to kiss when suddenly, Emily comes running towards us.
"There you guys are! We've been looking for y- did I just interrupt something?" she says with a smug smile. I can't believe this is happening to me. Oh my gosh, why me? I'm sure my face is redder than a tomato and my heart is beating way too fast.
"Sorry, I didn't realize that you guys were about to do the dirty. I'll come back at a later time." she says before running off.
I look at Ryder, and he looks highly amused.
"Shut up," I mumble while looking at the ground. He just chuckles before he stands up with me in his arms.
"It's getting late, we should head back now so we can pack."
Today has been an eventful day. Jake agreed to join the blood falls pack, Chelsea almost died, and I almost had my first kiss. I feel absolutely drained.
When we get back to the cabin, we walk in and everyone turns to stare at us. Emily smirks in our direction before she walks off, probably to find Brian. I shift awkwardly as people keep staring at us. Most of them have knowing smiles on their faces, so Emily must have told them how she found Ryder and I. Great.
Ryder just shakes his head before pulling me up to our room to pack.
I can't wait to leave.
Chelsea's POV
This week has been terrible for me. On Monday, my parents said that since I'm 21 now, I need to start looking for my mate. Why would I want to look for my mate when I already know who it is? I already rejected him because I don't want to be tied down to him.
My mate is our pack doctor. Why would I mate with him when I know I'm supposed to be mated to an Alpha? John, my mate, has done everything to try and get me to accept him, but it obviously hasn't worked. Now, I need to find an excuse to tell my parents about why I haven't started looking for my mate. Also, they think that I need to stop sleeping around. Why would I want to do that when it's the only thing that makes me forget?
It's not my fault that I was stripped of my innocence when I was younger. What makes it worse is that it was someone I trusted. Someone everyone trusted. It was John's dad. Our families used to be close until that happened. No one knows of what happened, and I don't plan on telling anyone. I stopped going to our family dinners, making up random excuses as to why I couldn't go to them.
After that happened, I also stopped wanting to have a mate. When I found out that John is my mate, things just got even worse. I wanted to forget. I can't do that if I'm with my mate. He looks basically just like his father, and every time I see him, I see his father. It's one of the reasons that we can't be together.
No one knows that this happened because I've been too ashamed to say anything. Plus, it would ruin John's family. John would hate his dad, and Susan, John's mom, would hate her mate. I couldn't do that to them.
I'm not as heartless as everyone thinks I am. Or maybe I am, maybe I've become the monster that I've been turned into by my past. My parents don't really care about me. They want me to be mated to an Alpha so they don't have to take care of me anymore. When I was younger, they always told me that I was destined to be mated to an alpha, and that I'm a natural born leader.
That's another reason why I can't be with John, he's not the perfect mate, and my parents would never approve. They like him, but they would never want me to be mated with him.
I've never understood why they act all high and mighty, they're not even the betas, or thirds for this pack. They are just normal pack members, but you would think that they're Alphas from the way they act.
I need to mate with an Alpha. I need to forget my past and move on before I lose my mind. I'm almost to the point of insanity because of the nightmares that I'm plagued with each night. Being "perfect" all the time is too much stress, I'm hanging on by a thread.
So many things to do. So little time.
Ryder's POV
Tomorrow, we are finally leaving the Crest Falls pack. It has been decided that we are not forming an alliance with them.
Surprise, surprise.
I can't wait to take my mate home with me and introduce her to the pack. By now I'm sure most of them know about her, so I know they will be very eager to meet her.
We're about to kiss when suddenly, Emily comes running towards us.
"There you guys are! We've been looking for y- did I just interrupt something?" she says with a smug smile. I can't believe this is happening to me. Oh my gosh, why me? I'm sure my face is redder than a tomato and my heart is beating way too fast.
"Sorry, I didn't realize that you guys were about to do the dirty. I'll come back at a later time." she says before running off.
I look at Ryder, and he looks highly amused.
"Shut up," I mumble while looking at the ground. He just chuckles before he stands up with me in his arms.
"It's getting late, we should head back now so we can pack."
Today has been an eventful day. Jake agreed to join the blood falls pack, Chelsea almost died, and I almost had my first kiss. I feel absolutely drained.
When we get back to the cabin, we walk in and everyone turns to stare at us. Emily smirks in our direction before she walks off, probably to find Brian. I shift awkwardly as people keep staring at us. Most of them have knowing smiles on their faces, so Emily must have told them how she found Ryder and I. Great.
Ryder just shakes his head before pulling me up to our room to pack.
I can't wait to leave.
Chelsea's POV
This week has been terrible for me. On Monday, my parents said that since I'm 21 now, I need to start looking for my mate. Why would I want to look for my mate when I already know who it is? I already rejected him because I don't want to be tied down to him.
My mate is our pack doctor. Why would I mate with him when I know I'm supposed to be mated to an Alpha? John, my mate, has done everything to try and get me to accept him, but it obviously hasn't worked. Now, I need to find an excuse to tell my parents about why I haven't started looking for my mate. Also, they think that I need to stop sleeping around. Why would I want to do that when it's the only thing that makes me forget?
It's not my fault that I was stripped of my innocence when I was younger. What makes it worse is that it was someone I trusted. Someone everyone trusted. It was John's dad. Our families used to be close until that happened. No one knows of what happened, and I don't plan on telling anyone. I stopped going to our family dinners, making up random excuses as to why I couldn't go to them.
After that happened, I also stopped wanting to have a mate. When I found out that John is my mate, things just got even worse. I wanted to forget. I can't do that if I'm with my mate. He looks basically just like his father, and every time I see him, I see his father. It's one of the reasons that we can't be together.
No one knows that this happened because I've been too ashamed to say anything. Plus, it would ruin John's family. John would hate his dad, and Susan, John's mom, would hate her mate. I couldn't do that to them.
I'm not as heartless as everyone thinks I am. Or maybe I am, maybe I've become the monster that I've been turned into by my past. My parents don't really care about me. They want me to be mated to an Alpha so they don't have to take care of me anymore. When I was younger, they always told me that I was destined to be mated to an alpha, and that I'm a natural born leader.
That's another reason why I can't be with John, he's not the perfect mate, and my parents would never approve. They like him, but they would never want me to be mated with him.
I've never understood why they act all high and mighty, they're not even the betas, or thirds for this pack. They are just normal pack members, but you would think that they're Alphas from the way they act.
I need to mate with an Alpha. I need to forget my past and move on before I lose my mind. I'm almost to the point of insanity because of the nightmares that I'm plagued with each night. Being "perfect" all the time is too much stress, I'm hanging on by a thread.
So many things to do. So little time.
Ryder's POV
Tomorrow, we are finally leaving the Crest Falls pack. It has been decided that we are not forming an alliance with them.
Surprise, surprise.
I can't wait to take my mate home with me and introduce her to the pack. By now I'm sure most of them know about her, so I know they will be very eager to meet her.
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