The Secret The Cheerleader Doesn't... - Chapter 51: Chapter 51
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During the month of Cassidy leaving Ani and the kids, she heads to find her mother and find out why she abused her. When she meets her mother, her mother insults her and calls her derogatory names. Cassidy continues to come back to see her until she breaks her down and Hazel decides to tell her her story.
Hazel met James (father of Cassidy and Elijah) when they were young. James was raised by a very misogynistic house and as him and Hazel grew up together, he pushed those views onto her. Hazel, desperate for love and attention by the big she deemed as the greatest in the world, went to the extremes to impress him. She developed eating disorders, gave up her virginity, and ruined other girls who tried to get with him. She ruined his relationship with a girl named Valerie and was finally accepted into a relationship with him.
At the ending of their high school career, Hazel fell pregnant and broke away from her family due to James being unhappy about her family not paying for half of the wedding. Soon after their wedding (James was in college while Cassidy stayed home) their first born came - Elijah Winters.
For 9 years Hazel and James tried to have children but due to Hazel's unhealthy diets she was unable to conceive. During those 9 years, James would beat and abuse Elijah to make him into a "real man".
In the 10th year, Cassidy was born (named after her grandmother on James's side). The pregnancy of Cassidy was extremely painful and took a toil on Hazel's mental state and her physical body. However, Cassidy was born just fine.
Less than a year later, James started to sexually abuse Hazel and Hazel fell pregnant again. Since Hazel gained so much weight from her pregnancy with Cassidy, she went to even farther extremes to get skinny - which lead to many problems. The pregnancy was even more painful than Cassidy's and in her 7th month, she gave an emergency birth and the child Adele was pronounced a stillborn.
Due to the toil it had on Hazel's body, the doctors told her she was unable to have anymore children. This pissed James off. He tells her that he has given her everything and rarely asked for anything - yet she "kills their child" and is useless now (due to her not being able to have kids). Now done with her, James starts sleeping with other women and Hazel goes insane.
Desperate to get him back, Hazel decides to force Elijah and Cassidy to be perfect (believing that will entice James to come back). She abuses them for every little mistake and becomes overbearing.
BACK TO THE STORY!
Cassidy's POV
"I lost Adele because of you?" She muttered, gripping the bedsheets as tightly as she could, "You ruined my body... I knew you did after all that pain I endured... you sucked all the nutrients from my body... you were the reason my sweet sweet Adele died.... Why James hates me."
She rambled on and on; telling me over and over how I was to blame... that I killed her children... that I tore the family apart. I watched her closely, I observed her every movement. What I found in her body language was....
She believed it.
She believed every word she said.
From the theory that I ruined her body to the idea that I ruined the family. She believed it all. Deep inside of her, to her very core, she saw me as some monster... some killer. To her I was nothing but a demon... an Angel of death.
Somehow and someway it was my fault.
And from her behavior, she almost tricked mr into believing it... but I knew what monster lurked inside her. I knew what that porcelain mask hid... what she truly was.
As she spouted out nonsense and became more and more hysterical....
I laughed.
I just laughed and laughed.
I was laughing so hard that I ended up gasping for air and kneeling over - as if I was dying or something. My mind was just blank... my heart light and soul amused. Her award-winning performance had brought me to hysteria and I was enjoying it.
I was enjoying her skit.
"What's so funny?" She spat.
"All of it," I chuckled, taking my seat again, "oh everything mother... the fact that you're so delusional... so stupid. The fact that you did all of that... ha... to impress a boy that doesn't give a single shit about you."
"What?" She tried to lung at me, but she was restrained, causing her to fall back into the bed.
I chuckled some more, "Oh... that's rich. Let me get this straight.. you ruined, destroyed, obliterated you're entire family - mother, father, brothers, and children - to get the approval and validation from a boy... yes a boy, that doesn't even come to see you anymore? That hasn't came to see you since he threw your ass in here? You literally starved, lied, cheated, and abused your children all out of desperation?" I couldn't stop giggling... it was just unbelievable. All this damage... trauma... pain for literally nothing! "I could of understood if you were beaten by my grandparents... or that you were forced into becoming that way... but you chose to be that person! My father never forced you... you literally stayed on your own accord! How fucking funny is that!" I was starting to tear up from laughing so much. I continued to laugh for a couple minutes but suddenly it died out. I became stiff... angry. "You see mother... all of this was your fault... your obsession of being loved drove you to change your life - to develop a eating disorder, cut ties with your family, ruin the lives of other innocent girls... even fuck a guy you didn't even want to be in the same room with.... Your obsession led you to become such a disgusting human," leaning in so she could stare into my eyes I said, "don't give me some bullshit excuse of why you abused Elijah and me... why you killed Adele. The truth is, you knew that my father would discard things he found unneeded. So you, being selfish and stupid, decided to neglect your health while pregnant... leading to the death of Adele. You're obsession of wanting my father to stay was the reason Adele died... not me. Then after Adele died, you knew... you fucking knew what my father would do and when he did it... you lost it. Because if there was one thing you learned throughout high school mother... throughout all those years you tormented and destroyed the lives of those girls, that once my father - James Winters - found something useless... he threw it away... and once you became infertile you became just that to him." Getting into her face, the biggest grin came into my face, "You became worthless and he tossed you aside - just like Valerie and those other girls... and your desperation to not be discarded came out and you took it out on us... us innocent children... children that loved you and wanted nothing but your love in return... now you have two dead kids and one who is staring you in the eyes and telling you... that you're the murderer... not me."
I left her room that day, hearing her sob as I walked down the corridor. Once I got to my car, I leaned back and grinned to myself, "I fucking did it Ani... I did it."
Hazel met James (father of Cassidy and Elijah) when they were young. James was raised by a very misogynistic house and as him and Hazel grew up together, he pushed those views onto her. Hazel, desperate for love and attention by the big she deemed as the greatest in the world, went to the extremes to impress him. She developed eating disorders, gave up her virginity, and ruined other girls who tried to get with him. She ruined his relationship with a girl named Valerie and was finally accepted into a relationship with him.
At the ending of their high school career, Hazel fell pregnant and broke away from her family due to James being unhappy about her family not paying for half of the wedding. Soon after their wedding (James was in college while Cassidy stayed home) their first born came - Elijah Winters.
For 9 years Hazel and James tried to have children but due to Hazel's unhealthy diets she was unable to conceive. During those 9 years, James would beat and abuse Elijah to make him into a "real man".
In the 10th year, Cassidy was born (named after her grandmother on James's side). The pregnancy of Cassidy was extremely painful and took a toil on Hazel's mental state and her physical body. However, Cassidy was born just fine.
Less than a year later, James started to sexually abuse Hazel and Hazel fell pregnant again. Since Hazel gained so much weight from her pregnancy with Cassidy, she went to even farther extremes to get skinny - which lead to many problems. The pregnancy was even more painful than Cassidy's and in her 7th month, she gave an emergency birth and the child Adele was pronounced a stillborn.
Due to the toil it had on Hazel's body, the doctors told her she was unable to have anymore children. This pissed James off. He tells her that he has given her everything and rarely asked for anything - yet she "kills their child" and is useless now (due to her not being able to have kids). Now done with her, James starts sleeping with other women and Hazel goes insane.
Desperate to get him back, Hazel decides to force Elijah and Cassidy to be perfect (believing that will entice James to come back). She abuses them for every little mistake and becomes overbearing.
BACK TO THE STORY!
Cassidy's POV
"I lost Adele because of you?" She muttered, gripping the bedsheets as tightly as she could, "You ruined my body... I knew you did after all that pain I endured... you sucked all the nutrients from my body... you were the reason my sweet sweet Adele died.... Why James hates me."
She rambled on and on; telling me over and over how I was to blame... that I killed her children... that I tore the family apart. I watched her closely, I observed her every movement. What I found in her body language was....
She believed it.
She believed every word she said.
From the theory that I ruined her body to the idea that I ruined the family. She believed it all. Deep inside of her, to her very core, she saw me as some monster... some killer. To her I was nothing but a demon... an Angel of death.
Somehow and someway it was my fault.
And from her behavior, she almost tricked mr into believing it... but I knew what monster lurked inside her. I knew what that porcelain mask hid... what she truly was.
As she spouted out nonsense and became more and more hysterical....
I laughed.
I just laughed and laughed.
I was laughing so hard that I ended up gasping for air and kneeling over - as if I was dying or something. My mind was just blank... my heart light and soul amused. Her award-winning performance had brought me to hysteria and I was enjoying it.
I was enjoying her skit.
"What's so funny?" She spat.
"All of it," I chuckled, taking my seat again, "oh everything mother... the fact that you're so delusional... so stupid. The fact that you did all of that... ha... to impress a boy that doesn't give a single shit about you."
"What?" She tried to lung at me, but she was restrained, causing her to fall back into the bed.
I chuckled some more, "Oh... that's rich. Let me get this straight.. you ruined, destroyed, obliterated you're entire family - mother, father, brothers, and children - to get the approval and validation from a boy... yes a boy, that doesn't even come to see you anymore? That hasn't came to see you since he threw your ass in here? You literally starved, lied, cheated, and abused your children all out of desperation?" I couldn't stop giggling... it was just unbelievable. All this damage... trauma... pain for literally nothing! "I could of understood if you were beaten by my grandparents... or that you were forced into becoming that way... but you chose to be that person! My father never forced you... you literally stayed on your own accord! How fucking funny is that!" I was starting to tear up from laughing so much. I continued to laugh for a couple minutes but suddenly it died out. I became stiff... angry. "You see mother... all of this was your fault... your obsession of being loved drove you to change your life - to develop a eating disorder, cut ties with your family, ruin the lives of other innocent girls... even fuck a guy you didn't even want to be in the same room with.... Your obsession led you to become such a disgusting human," leaning in so she could stare into my eyes I said, "don't give me some bullshit excuse of why you abused Elijah and me... why you killed Adele. The truth is, you knew that my father would discard things he found unneeded. So you, being selfish and stupid, decided to neglect your health while pregnant... leading to the death of Adele. You're obsession of wanting my father to stay was the reason Adele died... not me. Then after Adele died, you knew... you fucking knew what my father would do and when he did it... you lost it. Because if there was one thing you learned throughout high school mother... throughout all those years you tormented and destroyed the lives of those girls, that once my father - James Winters - found something useless... he threw it away... and once you became infertile you became just that to him." Getting into her face, the biggest grin came into my face, "You became worthless and he tossed you aside - just like Valerie and those other girls... and your desperation to not be discarded came out and you took it out on us... us innocent children... children that loved you and wanted nothing but your love in return... now you have two dead kids and one who is staring you in the eyes and telling you... that you're the murderer... not me."
I left her room that day, hearing her sob as I walked down the corridor. Once I got to my car, I leaned back and grinned to myself, "I fucking did it Ani... I did it."
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