This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 13: Chapter 13

Jungkook's POV
"What is your biggest regret?" This question made me panic. You all know what's my biggest regret. I've hurt Jimin so much. I quickly think of other possible answer because I don't want to spill it, knowing that it will make Jimin feel awkward.
"Uhmm..." Stupid brain. Think of any possible answer please. I beg you. Sweats are now building on my forehead. They will wonder why because it's cold out here.
"O-Okay, that's the end of the game. Let's cheers!" Jin fakely laughed and pressed my thigh again, making me calm a little bit. They all lifted their wine glasses while I nervously lifted mine, my hands shaking. I just sipped a little. I need to go the washroom so I suddenly stood up.
"Uhmm...I need to go to the washroom. I'll be back." I did my very best to smile a sincere one. I don't want them to notice that I'm not comfortable. I know that Jin is good at noticing everything, especially when it's related to me. When they nodded, I slowly stormed away from them. And when I'm a bit farther now from them which they can't see me anymore, I ran my way to the washroom. I quickly opened the faucet and splash the water on my face continuously.
"Ya! Relax, Jungkook! That's just a simple question, okay? Don't be stressed about it." I reminded myself. I looked at my reflection and then I eventually laughed because I'm talking to myself again.
'Aishh...You're so stupid, Jungkook.' I grabbed a towel again from the cabinet and dried my face. I went out but I decided to just walk for a bit because I know I'll be awkward again at that party, knowing that Jimin is there. My feet leaded me to the other side of the shore. I took off my foot wear as I wanted to feel the water on my feet. I trailed it while looking at the moonlight. I can't help but smile at this beauty. I was lost in my own thoughts when I heard a humming voice.
"Huh? I thought it's just us here. Is there someone else besides us?'" I silently asked myself. I followed that voice and found that there's someone sitting on the rocks. I can't see who is it yet but that voice is so beautiful. It felt so familiar.
As I come close, I saw a guy with black hair. And because of the moonlight that shines on the side of his face, I realized that it is Jimin. My heart beat so fast again. This guy is the only one who can make my heart go insane.
"Jimin?" I called him.
"Oh hi. Jungkook." He turned his face to my direction and smiled. I swear I blushed. Thank God it's dark out here. He won't see my reddened face.
"Come on, join me here." He moved his hand to the flat rock beside him, tapping it, telling me to sit down.
"Why are you here alone? I thought you're with them." I did what he wanted but I sat two rocks away from him. When he saw me doing that, he just smiled. Then, he moved his head back facing the ocean again.
"Hee Yeon called me awhile ago. But , I decided to stroll and enjoy the fresh air. And then I was mesmerized by this view. It's so beautiful, right?" I can see him smile and that made me smile, too.
"Yeah. It's so beautiful." I smiled while still looking at him. I can't help but smile at this beauty in front of me. He looks more handsome now. His hair that is brushing off because of the cold breeze. I can see the light from the moon that reflects on his eyes, making them sparkle. His nose that has a perfect bridge. His cheeks which are so squishy. His plump lips that I love so much. I can't help but fall more and more for this guy.
And then, he continues humming. I know that melody. He's humming his favorite song, 4 o' clock.
His voice has improved a lot. His voice that can pierce through anyone's heart. His voice that captured mine.
"You know what, Jungkook. I used to love the moon so much before. It was my favorite thing in the world. But when you came tomy life, everything changed. You have replaced it in my heart." I was really taken aback. He never told me that before. But why? Why is he telling me now?
He looked at me and smiled. Then, he gigled.
"Hey, I'm sorry if that makes you feel uncomfortable. I just feel like I have to tell you atleast because I never told you before." He smiled again.
"Uhmm..." No real words came out of my mouth because I don't know how to react to that.
"You don't have to say anything if you don't feel comfortable. I just wanted to let you know that I forgave you already, Jungkook. I know you still feel awkward whenever you're with me, right? I'm okay now, really." He said, looking to the bright moon.
"I'm sorry, hyung." I still managed to say.
"Jungkook, I've told you. There's no more need to apologize, okay? I already forgave you. Really." Now, he's looking at me.
"T-Thank you, hyung." I bowed my head because I feel so shy now. Why is he so good to me?
"So, are we okay now?" He smiled as he offered his hand for a handshake. I slowly grabbed it and about to shake them, but then, he gently pulled me into a hug. I was surprised. My heart beats so fast again. I hope he don't hear that.
"Aishh...Forgive yourself already, Jungkook. Hmm? You have to. You need to. Everything's in the past now. We're okay now." He gently tapped my back. Because of that, I burst into tears and hug him tightly.
"There. There. Release them. I'm just here, hmm? I'm still the hyung you can lean on before, despite everything that happened between us." I continuously cried, my face burying onto the crook of his neck. We stayed for like 10 minutes in that position. Then, I went calm.
"I...I...still l-lo..." I can't seem to complete my sentence and then someone pulled me away from him. I was surprised when I saw who did that. It's Jisoo. I can see that her face is so angry right now. What she did next made me more shocked. She suddenly slapped Jimin so hard
"You bitch!"