This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 16: Chapter 16

Jimin's POV
Wait...Why am I crying in the first place? Surprisingly, my feet leaded me to the garden. I sat on the bench and eventually wiped my tears away. Then, I laughed at myself.
'Why am I even crying, really? It's not like I still love him. I was just too overwhelmed, I guess.' I told myself.
"Jimin? Why are you here?" Someone called me and by that voice, I already know who it is. My bestfriend.
"I just wanted some fresh air." I told him.
"Why are you crying?" He grabbed my shoulders and made me face him. He looked into my eyes.
"Is it because of Jungkook? Do you still love him? You know you can always talk to me about things. Hmm?" I gigled to his statement, about me still in love with Jungkook? Is he for real?
"What? Pfft no." I said, a little bit amused.
"But, you cried. I'm your bestfriend for so many years already so I know how you think. You still love him, don't you?" He said and that made my brows furrowed.
"Taehyung, stop insisting that I still love him because I don't. I have a fiancé, don't you remember? Why? Why do you have to say this nonsense? Of course, I don't love him anymore. I thought you knew that the most." I said, slightly annoyed.
"I-I'm sorry. I just thought, because you cried so much." Why is he pushing this so much?! I'm getting pissed, really.
"Aishh! I was just too overwhelmed, okay?! What about you? Won't you cry for me like that, too, if I'm the one in his position right now?" I seriously said. He bowed his head out of embarassment. Well, he have to sink everything into his head that I clearly moved on already.
"Y-yeah. I would do t-that, too." He nervously said.
"See? It was only a friendly act. We were great friends before we even became boyfriends, after all. So, it's just normal for me to be still concerned, right?" He nodded so I smiled.
"I-I'm sorry, Jimin, for assuming things." He looked at me with worried eyes.
"It's okay. I just don't want this to happen again, okay?" I seriously looked at him and he nodded.
"Aishh..e on. Let's go back inside." I suggested and then we went back together.
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Jungkook's POV
Wait...Is that tears? I'm so confused right now. He's giving me the same look, like the way he used to look at me before. My heart suddenly beats fast. I just stared at the door as he leave.
"Uhmm...excuse me. I have to go to bathroom. Baby, I'll be back, okay?" Taehyung suddenly spoke then look at his girlfriend before leaving the room, too.
I was still in thoughts of Jimin when Min Joon jumped into my bed and snuggle into my neck.
"Daddy, please forgive Mommy. You've been ignoring her and I don't like that. Hmm, Daddy? Forgive Mommy please." Min Joon pouted.
"Aww. My son is so cute. And baby, Mommy and Daddy are okay so don't be sad anymore. Hmmm?" I told him while pinching his cheeks, earning gigles from him.
"Then, kiss Mommy please. Please please please." He did an aegyo. What should I do now?
"Baby, please don't pressure your Daddy. He's feeling not good today so he must rest first, okay?" Jisoo explained while giving me a forced smile. I feel a little bit guilty.
The door opened again, revealing Jimin and Taehyung. My heart fluttered again.
"But Daddy. You used to tell me on bedtime stories that someone used to kiss you when you're not feeling better. You said that kiss is your medicine. So kiss Mommy please, so you'll feel better already. Please please please! " He pleaded making me shocked and look at Jimin. He was also taken aback. My eyes went to Jisoo, who's looking at me with even more saddened eyes. Ughhh. Why am I in this situation?
"M-Min Joon. S-stop it." Jisoo said stuttering, her eyes in the verge of crying.
"But Mommy. Daddy have to kiss you so he'll be okay now." Min Joon kept saying.
"I SAID STOP IT!" Me, including everyone, was taken aback.
"J-Jisoo. Calm down." Hoseok said while approaching her.
Min Joon was shocked then started crying to me.
"Shh...shhh...stop crying now, baby. Mommy's not mad. She's just stressed so behave nicely, okay?" I calmly told my son, yet he's still crying.
"Baby, I'm sorry. Mommy's sorry. Come here, forgive Mommy for shouting." Jisoo said while crying, when she realized that she completely lost her temper to our son. I know she didn't mean to shout at him at all.
Min Joon then slowly look at Jisoo then he quickly ran to her, hugging her.
"I'm sorry, Mommy. I'll be good now, I promise." Min Joon still crying while hugging her.
"It's okay, baby. You are already good." Jisoo still crying also. I can't help but feel touched because of the scene I'm witnessing right now, the strong love between a mother and a son. And as I look at the others, I can tell that they feel the same way I feel right now.
My eyes went locked into Jimin's who's looking at Jisoo and Min Joon. I can't help but smile at how his eyes sparkles, how he smiles beautifully at the two and unknowingly shows his famous eye smile which captivated my heart.
Jin hyung is right. Taehyung is right. I should finally let go of my feelings for Jimin because it's the right thing to do. I didn't realize that this love I have for him is already hurting, not only him, but all of us. I have to move on and just focus my everything on my family. We both have different lives now. I must accept that everything between us has ended a long time ago. That the "us" has already passed by. I pulled my wife and son into a hug then I finally kissed Jisoo after all the years of ignoring her love for me. I need to love her. I know you can't teach a heart who to love, but in this circumstance, I have to break the tradition. I will make myself love her.