This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 18: Chapter 18
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Jungkook's POV
He kissed me. My eyes grew wide as I can't believe what's happening now. He's kissing me for Christ's sake. He moved his lips and then I just found myself kissing back. Oh God, how I misses this so much. He grabbed my neck deepening the kiss but then I was brought back to my senses. I quickly pulled away my face and hold his shoulders. No, I won't take, him being so weak and fragile now, for granted. His eyes are still shut when he uttered some words.
"I mhmhhm." He silently said that I can't clearly hear.
"What Jimin?" He didn't answer back then he collapsed on my shoulders. I gently tap his face hoping he would wake up, only to realize he's fully drunk. I grabbed his arms and carefully put him on my back for a piggyback ride. I slowly went my way into the house when Jin halted me.
"What happened to Jimin? Why is he on your back?" He asked me.
"I will explain everything after I put him on bed. I have to go upstairs. Tell the others that Jimin is already drunk and need to sleep, hyung."
"Okay. Be careful." I started trailing my tracks up to his room. I gently put him on bed. I went downstairs to get a towel and a washbin, only to be stopped by the others.
"Where's Jimin?" Taehyung asked me in a serious tone. I looked at him.
"He's in his room now. I'm about to get some towel and washbin to clean him up. If you'll excuse me..." I was about to continue my way to the washroom when he stopped me.
"No. You've done enough. I'll do it."
"It's okay, I'll do it."
"Jungkook, I said I'll do it." He's now raising his voice.
"YA! You both stop. For Christ's sake. I'll do it." Jin hyung exclaimed making us stop. He went to the washroom, got the towel and wash bin and went to Jimin's room.
"Seriously? What's wrong with you two?" Yoongi asked.
"Nothing." We both answered.
"You two are so weird. I'll go to sleep now." Hoseok said and went to his room with Mark.
"Seriously Jungkook, what really happened? Why is Jimin so drunk?" Namjoon said while Yoongi and Taehyung looked at me at the same time.
"Well, I saw him at the rocks on the other side of the shore, drinking by himself. I tried to stop him but he didn't listen. He finished the whole beer. And then he...he collapsed on me and I carried him because he won't wake up." I said nervously, remembering what he did. The fact that he kissed me and I kissed him back. Oh God, what should I do? What if he remembers in the morning? Uggh. I'm so dead.
"Why would he drink so much anyway? He knows he easily gets drunk with just one bottle of beer. Aissh." Taehyung spoke with frustration in his voice.
"Y-yeah. I don't know why he did that, too." I swear I'm mentally facepalming now.
We heard some footsteps going down from upstairs. It's Jin.
"He's okay now. He's sleeping soundly. Good thing he didn't throw up." He smiled at us then lastly looked at me with a poker face. What now?
"Good. I have to sleep now. Bye guys. Goodnight." Yoongi and Taehyung both went into their room.
"Babe, let's go to sleep, too." Namjoon was about to grab Jin's hands when he refused.
"You go first. I'll check everything here first." Jin said.
"Okay." Namjoon went to kiss Jin's cheeks before he went upstairs. I was about to go to our room when he stopped me.
"You will tell me everything that happened." He successfully pulled me into the mini garden outside.
"Now talk." He said, making me nervous. Should I tell him everything?
"Uhmm...you see he left us grabbing another bottle, right? I was worried because he has low alcohol tolerance so I went to follow him. But I didn't saw him in the house nor in his room. He's not in the washroom also. I went outside to the other side of the shore and there I found him drinking by himself." I honestly told him.
"Care to explain why you didn't stop him from drinking?" He raised his right brow while intensely looking at me.
"I did, hyung. I did stop him but he's so stubborn. He didn't listen. I was about to take away his beer but he slapped them away." Sweats are now forming on my forehead.
"Okay, so what happened next?" His gaze is now normal that made me sighed in relief.
"When he finished the bottle, he tried to get up but he went out of balance and about to fall but I quickly grabbed him before he fall. And then he...uhmm..." Should I tell him that Jimin kissed me?
"He what?" He's giving me a serious look again.
"He kissed me." I mumbled under my breath.
"What?" Oh he didn't hear.
"I said, he kissed me, hyung." I said shyly and looked at him. Then his eyes widened.
"What?!" He exclaimed making my heart jumped.
"I know, hyung. I was shocked, too." I honestly answered but he's still serious.
"Why would he kiss you? Did you do anything?" He's giving me a suspicious look.
"What?! Of course no, hyung. We stared for awhile and then he kissed me all of a sudden. Really." I tried my best to justify myself.
"Okay-..."
"But I kissed him back, hyung." I revealed.
"What?! Do you know what you just did?!" He's mad again.
"I know, hyung. I didn't mean to. I was just caught up in the moment. You know how I miss him, right?" Tears form at the corner of my eyes.
"Aisshh. But you shouldn't do that, you know that the most. He has a fiancé, Jungkook. Do you realize what will happen once he remembers it?" I bowed my head as little tears fall down my face.
"I know, hyung. I know I'm stupid. I shouldn't have done that." I silently cried.
"Aishh. Stop crying. You are not stupid. Aigoo, this kid." Jin pulled me into a hug. I continued crying on his shoulders while he's giving circular motions on my back to make me calm.
"Shhh. Shhh. Shhh. Stop crying now, okay?" In a few minutes, I calmed down and rubbed my face, wiping away the dried tears.
"Hyung, to be honest, I've really decided to finally move on that's why I kissed Jisoo. I decided to make myself love her. But when he kissed me, all the feelings came back again. And I can't help but hope once again." I smiled bitterly.
"Aishh. You truly love him, don't you?" He shakes my hair.
"I have to admit. Yes, hyung." I smiled at him.
"Okay, okay. Now, let's sleep. It's so late now. Let's continue this tomorrow. I know you're already tired." We went back to the house. He locked every door and window then I went into our room while he went upstairs to their room.
I took a shower first then the memory of us kissing awhile ago came through my mind. That just made me blushed. I continuously rubbed my face under the water to get it away from my mind. When I finished, I grabbed my bathrobe and went to the closet and wore my sleeping wear. Then, I laid on the bed. When I was about to fall asleep, my phone beeped. I went to check it first, only to realize it was from an unknown number.
From: Unknown
Poor Jungkook, who have no idea to everything.
Huh? It's so mysterious so I decided to reply.
To: Unknown
Who is this?
I waited for the reply of whoever this is.
From: Unknown
Oh curious enough? Well, that's for me to know and for you to find out.
He kissed me. My eyes grew wide as I can't believe what's happening now. He's kissing me for Christ's sake. He moved his lips and then I just found myself kissing back. Oh God, how I misses this so much. He grabbed my neck deepening the kiss but then I was brought back to my senses. I quickly pulled away my face and hold his shoulders. No, I won't take, him being so weak and fragile now, for granted. His eyes are still shut when he uttered some words.
"I mhmhhm." He silently said that I can't clearly hear.
"What Jimin?" He didn't answer back then he collapsed on my shoulders. I gently tap his face hoping he would wake up, only to realize he's fully drunk. I grabbed his arms and carefully put him on my back for a piggyback ride. I slowly went my way into the house when Jin halted me.
"What happened to Jimin? Why is he on your back?" He asked me.
"I will explain everything after I put him on bed. I have to go upstairs. Tell the others that Jimin is already drunk and need to sleep, hyung."
"Okay. Be careful." I started trailing my tracks up to his room. I gently put him on bed. I went downstairs to get a towel and a washbin, only to be stopped by the others.
"Where's Jimin?" Taehyung asked me in a serious tone. I looked at him.
"He's in his room now. I'm about to get some towel and washbin to clean him up. If you'll excuse me..." I was about to continue my way to the washroom when he stopped me.
"No. You've done enough. I'll do it."
"It's okay, I'll do it."
"Jungkook, I said I'll do it." He's now raising his voice.
"YA! You both stop. For Christ's sake. I'll do it." Jin hyung exclaimed making us stop. He went to the washroom, got the towel and wash bin and went to Jimin's room.
"Seriously? What's wrong with you two?" Yoongi asked.
"Nothing." We both answered.
"You two are so weird. I'll go to sleep now." Hoseok said and went to his room with Mark.
"Seriously Jungkook, what really happened? Why is Jimin so drunk?" Namjoon said while Yoongi and Taehyung looked at me at the same time.
"Well, I saw him at the rocks on the other side of the shore, drinking by himself. I tried to stop him but he didn't listen. He finished the whole beer. And then he...he collapsed on me and I carried him because he won't wake up." I said nervously, remembering what he did. The fact that he kissed me and I kissed him back. Oh God, what should I do? What if he remembers in the morning? Uggh. I'm so dead.
"Why would he drink so much anyway? He knows he easily gets drunk with just one bottle of beer. Aissh." Taehyung spoke with frustration in his voice.
"Y-yeah. I don't know why he did that, too." I swear I'm mentally facepalming now.
We heard some footsteps going down from upstairs. It's Jin.
"He's okay now. He's sleeping soundly. Good thing he didn't throw up." He smiled at us then lastly looked at me with a poker face. What now?
"Good. I have to sleep now. Bye guys. Goodnight." Yoongi and Taehyung both went into their room.
"Babe, let's go to sleep, too." Namjoon was about to grab Jin's hands when he refused.
"You go first. I'll check everything here first." Jin said.
"Okay." Namjoon went to kiss Jin's cheeks before he went upstairs. I was about to go to our room when he stopped me.
"You will tell me everything that happened." He successfully pulled me into the mini garden outside.
"Now talk." He said, making me nervous. Should I tell him everything?
"Uhmm...you see he left us grabbing another bottle, right? I was worried because he has low alcohol tolerance so I went to follow him. But I didn't saw him in the house nor in his room. He's not in the washroom also. I went outside to the other side of the shore and there I found him drinking by himself." I honestly told him.
"Care to explain why you didn't stop him from drinking?" He raised his right brow while intensely looking at me.
"I did, hyung. I did stop him but he's so stubborn. He didn't listen. I was about to take away his beer but he slapped them away." Sweats are now forming on my forehead.
"Okay, so what happened next?" His gaze is now normal that made me sighed in relief.
"When he finished the bottle, he tried to get up but he went out of balance and about to fall but I quickly grabbed him before he fall. And then he...uhmm..." Should I tell him that Jimin kissed me?
"He what?" He's giving me a serious look again.
"He kissed me." I mumbled under my breath.
"What?" Oh he didn't hear.
"I said, he kissed me, hyung." I said shyly and looked at him. Then his eyes widened.
"What?!" He exclaimed making my heart jumped.
"I know, hyung. I was shocked, too." I honestly answered but he's still serious.
"Why would he kiss you? Did you do anything?" He's giving me a suspicious look.
"What?! Of course no, hyung. We stared for awhile and then he kissed me all of a sudden. Really." I tried my best to justify myself.
"Okay-..."
"But I kissed him back, hyung." I revealed.
"What?! Do you know what you just did?!" He's mad again.
"I know, hyung. I didn't mean to. I was just caught up in the moment. You know how I miss him, right?" Tears form at the corner of my eyes.
"Aisshh. But you shouldn't do that, you know that the most. He has a fiancé, Jungkook. Do you realize what will happen once he remembers it?" I bowed my head as little tears fall down my face.
"I know, hyung. I know I'm stupid. I shouldn't have done that." I silently cried.
"Aishh. Stop crying. You are not stupid. Aigoo, this kid." Jin pulled me into a hug. I continued crying on his shoulders while he's giving circular motions on my back to make me calm.
"Shhh. Shhh. Shhh. Stop crying now, okay?" In a few minutes, I calmed down and rubbed my face, wiping away the dried tears.
"Hyung, to be honest, I've really decided to finally move on that's why I kissed Jisoo. I decided to make myself love her. But when he kissed me, all the feelings came back again. And I can't help but hope once again." I smiled bitterly.
"Aishh. You truly love him, don't you?" He shakes my hair.
"I have to admit. Yes, hyung." I smiled at him.
"Okay, okay. Now, let's sleep. It's so late now. Let's continue this tomorrow. I know you're already tired." We went back to the house. He locked every door and window then I went into our room while he went upstairs to their room.
I took a shower first then the memory of us kissing awhile ago came through my mind. That just made me blushed. I continuously rubbed my face under the water to get it away from my mind. When I finished, I grabbed my bathrobe and went to the closet and wore my sleeping wear. Then, I laid on the bed. When I was about to fall asleep, my phone beeped. I went to check it first, only to realize it was from an unknown number.
From: Unknown
Poor Jungkook, who have no idea to everything.
Huh? It's so mysterious so I decided to reply.
To: Unknown
Who is this?
I waited for the reply of whoever this is.
From: Unknown
Oh curious enough? Well, that's for me to know and for you to find out.
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