This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 2: Chapter 2
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Jungkook's POV
I went to the shower to take a bath because I was drowned with company works last night at the Kims' house.
After we disbanded, I wanted to continue my passion for music so after 6years, I decided to run my own entertainment company. It has always been my dream to train passionate youths like me. Namjoon hyung is my business partner. You all know I'm greatly inspired by his music.
As I was on the shower, some old memories came flashing in my mind. My memories with him, how happy we were before, how we loved each other, how we were supposed to marry each other. But things happened and I hate myself so much for hurting him. Tears stream down my face along with the water coming out from the showerhead. I just can't help but regret everything.
"Hun, are you done? Min Joon's kept nagging me to bring you to his room." Jisoo said from the bedroom.
I didn't say anything. I just waited for my tears to stop before I answered her. I don't want her to notice that I am crying for him again.
When I'm sure I'm okay now, I turned off the shower and spread my left arm to get my bathrobe. I wore it and then stepped out of the bathroom. Jisoo is already gone. Maybe she went to Min Joon's room because that kid is having tantrums again. I can hear it from our room.
I went to my closet and wore just simple clothes because I'm not going to work and it's Saturday. I still have a party to attend later. I'm not into parties but something is pushing me to attend this one. I don't know why but maybe I just miss my hyungs.
Then I went to my son's room.
"Appa! Come here!" With smiles all over his face. Ughh. This kid is so cute.
"Okay, baby. So what do you want to do today?"
"Uhmm. Can we be pirates? Please, appa!" Doing some aegyo. Aish. This kid. How can I resist him?
"You're so cute, baby. Okay, let's play."
We played and played for hours when he stopped. Maybe he's tired for going all over the place, acting like a pirate. Min Joon is turning 5 next month. He's an energetic and lovely kid. He loves to play. He loves hugs and kisses. I can see the old me from him; a very sweet and loving boy.
"Okay, that's enough. Here's your snacks, Min Joon. Hun, go to our bedroom and change clothes because you are so drenched in sweat. I don't want you getting sick again, okay?"
"Okay." I went back to our bedroom. I changed clothes. And oh, I almost forgot to tell Jisoo about the party later. I'll ask her if she could come with me to the party with Min Joon.
I went back to my son's room and saw them playing and tickling each other. I can't help but smile because of the strong bond they have. Jisoo is a lovely girl. Although she's the exact reason why Jimin and I are not together anymore, I slowly get to know the real her. She's a great mom to Min Joon and a great wife to me although I'm not a great husband to her. Yeah, she was a bitch before. She manipulated me and that's why I got her pregnant. I was mad at her before but it's all my fault, right? I can only blame myself because I let her do that to me. What's done is done so might as well accept it.
People change and so did she. When she gave birth to Min Joon, I can see true happiness from her eyes. Since then, she became a better person, not just for me but also for Min Joon. I decided to marry her because I want Min Joon to grow up with a complete family. I wanted to give that at least to him. He deserves every love and everything in this world. He may be made out of our mistake, but it's not his fault. We are the ones at fault that's why he deserves to be happy.
When I finished, I went to find Jisoo but I can't find her in Min Joon's room. So I went to the kitchen and saw her making lunch and approached her.
"Soo-ah, I forgot to tell you. We are having a reunion party for all BigHit former artists later at 7pm, and I was thinking maybe you could come with me? We can also take Min Joon with us."
Then she faced me.
"Okay, hun. But we can't take Min Joon with us because Mom asked me if she could have Min Joon for the night until tomorrow. I said yes. Is that okay with you?"
She smiled at me. Yes, she's beautiful but I can't get myself to love her in a romantic way. I love her but just as a friend.
"Uhmm. Okay. So it's just us then."
"I guess." She giggled.
I managed to mess her hair. She's quite cute tho.
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"Babe, can you come with me at the reunion party?"
"Okay, babe. I guess it's time to meet your old friends."
"Okay. I'll tell hyung we are coming. I love you."
"I love you, too. So much."
I went to the shower to take a bath because I was drowned with company works last night at the Kims' house.
After we disbanded, I wanted to continue my passion for music so after 6years, I decided to run my own entertainment company. It has always been my dream to train passionate youths like me. Namjoon hyung is my business partner. You all know I'm greatly inspired by his music.
As I was on the shower, some old memories came flashing in my mind. My memories with him, how happy we were before, how we loved each other, how we were supposed to marry each other. But things happened and I hate myself so much for hurting him. Tears stream down my face along with the water coming out from the showerhead. I just can't help but regret everything.
"Hun, are you done? Min Joon's kept nagging me to bring you to his room." Jisoo said from the bedroom.
I didn't say anything. I just waited for my tears to stop before I answered her. I don't want her to notice that I am crying for him again.
When I'm sure I'm okay now, I turned off the shower and spread my left arm to get my bathrobe. I wore it and then stepped out of the bathroom. Jisoo is already gone. Maybe she went to Min Joon's room because that kid is having tantrums again. I can hear it from our room.
I went to my closet and wore just simple clothes because I'm not going to work and it's Saturday. I still have a party to attend later. I'm not into parties but something is pushing me to attend this one. I don't know why but maybe I just miss my hyungs.
Then I went to my son's room.
"Appa! Come here!" With smiles all over his face. Ughh. This kid is so cute.
"Okay, baby. So what do you want to do today?"
"Uhmm. Can we be pirates? Please, appa!" Doing some aegyo. Aish. This kid. How can I resist him?
"You're so cute, baby. Okay, let's play."
We played and played for hours when he stopped. Maybe he's tired for going all over the place, acting like a pirate. Min Joon is turning 5 next month. He's an energetic and lovely kid. He loves to play. He loves hugs and kisses. I can see the old me from him; a very sweet and loving boy.
"Okay, that's enough. Here's your snacks, Min Joon. Hun, go to our bedroom and change clothes because you are so drenched in sweat. I don't want you getting sick again, okay?"
"Okay." I went back to our bedroom. I changed clothes. And oh, I almost forgot to tell Jisoo about the party later. I'll ask her if she could come with me to the party with Min Joon.
I went back to my son's room and saw them playing and tickling each other. I can't help but smile because of the strong bond they have. Jisoo is a lovely girl. Although she's the exact reason why Jimin and I are not together anymore, I slowly get to know the real her. She's a great mom to Min Joon and a great wife to me although I'm not a great husband to her. Yeah, she was a bitch before. She manipulated me and that's why I got her pregnant. I was mad at her before but it's all my fault, right? I can only blame myself because I let her do that to me. What's done is done so might as well accept it.
People change and so did she. When she gave birth to Min Joon, I can see true happiness from her eyes. Since then, she became a better person, not just for me but also for Min Joon. I decided to marry her because I want Min Joon to grow up with a complete family. I wanted to give that at least to him. He deserves every love and everything in this world. He may be made out of our mistake, but it's not his fault. We are the ones at fault that's why he deserves to be happy.
When I finished, I went to find Jisoo but I can't find her in Min Joon's room. So I went to the kitchen and saw her making lunch and approached her.
"Soo-ah, I forgot to tell you. We are having a reunion party for all BigHit former artists later at 7pm, and I was thinking maybe you could come with me? We can also take Min Joon with us."
Then she faced me.
"Okay, hun. But we can't take Min Joon with us because Mom asked me if she could have Min Joon for the night until tomorrow. I said yes. Is that okay with you?"
She smiled at me. Yes, she's beautiful but I can't get myself to love her in a romantic way. I love her but just as a friend.
"Uhmm. Okay. So it's just us then."
"I guess." She giggled.
I managed to mess her hair. She's quite cute tho.
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"Babe, can you come with me at the reunion party?"
"Okay, babe. I guess it's time to meet your old friends."
"Okay. I'll tell hyung we are coming. I love you."
"I love you, too. So much."
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