This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 37: Chapter 37

Jungkook's POV
I can see a beautiful garden, full of white and red roses. The fragrant smell lingers through the air. I looked up and see the beautiful heaven with the cute fluffy clouds. Birds are chirping. I closed my eyes to feel the atmosphere as a smile slowly forms in my lips. This is a beautiful place and somehow familiar to me. I slowly open my eyes and looked at my side. There I found a beautiful lake. My feet started to walk by its own and I just realized something. This is the lake where I brought Jimin before. I kneeled down and was completely mesmerized. The water is crystal clear, just like how I can remember it from the past. That sunlight that shines throught it stings my eyes like little diamonds. I can see my clear reflection on it. But, why does my face look sad when in fact I'm quite happy? I placed my right hand to the water and gently feel its coldness. My reflection started to fade as my brows furrowed. Then, I suddenly heard a sweet voice.
"Love." My eyes went up and looked to where that voice come from. My eyes widened. Is this a dream? Because, I'm seeing the love of my life on the other side of the lake. My heart beat fast as he's giving me a genuine smile.
From afar, I can clearly see his beautiful face, with his dreamy eyes, his long lashes, perfect nose, soft plump lips, squishy cheeks, sharp jaw line, his soft hair, his smol yet sexy body, his cute little hands, his thick thighs, and lastly his ballet feet. He's wearing an all-white outfit. That's when I suddenly remembered what happened. He's in coma. But why am I seeing him? Why are we here? Is this a dream?
"Jimin?" I called out but then he started to walk back, still smiling.
"Jimin, where are you going?" My feet started to walk to the other side, yet he's still walking away from me.
I quite ran this time and successfully came to the other side but he was so far away from me.
I increased my steps and quite happy when he stopped running away. I grabbed his wrist and pulled him into a hug.
"I miss you, love." I whispered to his ear, while still hugging him tightly. But, he didn't respond so I broke the hug and looked at his eyes. He was just smiling.
"Jimin, are you okay?" I can't help but ask. But just like before, he was just smiling back. Then, I noticed a tear fell from his eyes. I quickly wiped it away and cupped his face.
"Love, what's wrong?" That's when a tear fell from my eyes. Why is he not talking?
"I love you, Jungkook. Please always remember that." He finally said. I gave him a tight hug again. Finally, he talked.
"I love you, too." I whispered to him and kissed his temples. I broke away from the hug and cupped his face again. But, I was confused when he removed my hands from his face. Yet, he's still smiling at me. He let go of my hands and started to walk back again. I'm still confused but my feet started to follow him. When I was about to grab him, he suddenly vanished into thin air.
"Love!" I exclaimed while my arms are still on the air. Then, my heart started to ache.
My eyes opened wide as I get up and called out his name.
"Jimin!" I can hardly breathe as my heart continues to beat fast.
"Hon, are you okay?" Someone held my hands that made me turn my head. It's Jisoo.
"Hon, breathe slowly." I roamed my eyes around and realized I'm in a hospital. I forgot. I saw Min Joon sleeping on the couch. Jin and Namjoon walked towards me.
"Jungkook, are you okay?" Jin asked me. I unknowingly nodded then my brows furrowed. Is that a dream? I was calling Jimin but he's walking away from me. Why? What does it mean? A random thought came to me and showed me an image of lifeless Jimin. My eyes grew wide.
"Hyung, how is Jimin?" I held Jin's arm but he avoided my eyes.
"Hyung, Please I beg you. How is Jimin? Please!" I started crying again. Why are they being so selfish?!
"Jungkook, calm down." Namjoon removed my hands from Jin. So, I held his arm instead.
"Hyung, please. Tell me. I need to see him." My vision became blurry due to the continuous tears that are forming in my eyes.
"Jungkook, please calm down. This is not good for you." He replied.
"Hyung, I promise I will calm down. But please tell me honestly." I wiped my tears away with my hands and gave him a force smile.
"He is in coma and he's in critical condition. He could not wake up anymore." My heart shattered into pieces hearing those words. Is that the meaning of what I just dreamt? When he vanished into thin air, does that mean he will leave me forever? Oh God, no please! I held my chest which is aching so much right now.
"Jungkook, are you okay?" I bowed my head to hide my facial expression because it fucking hurts so much. I tried to breathe normally and compose myself. When I feel like I'm okay, I faced them. I tried my best to not show any hint that I'm breaking inside already.
"C-Can I go to him please?" I managed to say, handling my sobs.
"We will ask the doctor if you can, hmm? But for now, rest first." Jin said and guided me to lay down again. Jisoo is on my other arm. I tried not to go wild again as I don't want to be in deep slumber again. I have to be strong to see Jimin.
I closed my eyes as tears started to fall again. Just imagining him leaving me is enough to kill me inside.
'Please, Jimin. Don't leave me.' I thought to myself as I cover my face with my right arm.
HE's POV
Aishhh. I'm getting impatient. I wanted to get inside Jungkook's room already but that Kim couple and Jisoo with her son is still inside. I'm getting frustrated looking through the window and witness how Jungkook looks right now. He's so pale. As much as I wanted to barge in but I can't. They'll be suspicious.
So I just turned around and walked away. On my way back to my friend's office, I suddenly bumped into a guy. I didn't try to look up because I don't want someone to notice me.
"I'm sorry." I said with hoarseness on my voice. On my view from my feet, I can see that this person is with multiple people. My eyes widened when I heard Mark's voice.
"Watch where you're going." I quickly stomped away and ran to Choi's office.
"That was close."