This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 5: Chapter 5

Jungkook's POV
Why are they all acting weird? I can't help but notice Jin hyung and Namjoon hyung glancing at each other. What's with them?
And, who is this Hee Yeon by the way? I haven't seen her anywhere. And if she's a friend of my hyungs, atleast I would know because we all know everything about each other, I guess. So I am really curious who this girl is. Maybe she is a friend of Hoseok hyung because among us he's the best at making a lot of friends.
"So who is she? Is she your friend, Hoseok hyung?" I suddenly asked him.
"Uhmm...I guess so. But she's Ji-..." Hoseok said but someone interrupted.
"Babe, I'm sorry I took so long in the washroom. Dad just called me asking stuffs about the company."
Wait...That voice is familiar.
I look to the direction where that voice is coming from. My eyes followed as the owner of the voice walks and sits beside that Hee Yeon who is sitting in front of me.
W-Wait...I-Is t-that J-Jimin hyung?
My eyes grew big as I realized who the owner of that voice is. I don't care what I look like right now, but hell yeah, I am so dumbfounded. I can't believe he's here. He's finally here. He's back. Tears form at the corner of my eyes but I tried my best to stop them from falling.
"J-Jimin?" I said. Oh shit, why do I have to stutter?!!!
He finally looked at me. Oh God, how I missed this angelic face. The guy I've been waiting for all this time is finally here, in front of me. He looks more handsome now, the person who I fell in love with. I suddenly want to hug and kiss him right now.
"Oh. Hello, Jungkook. Nice to see you again." He said smiling.
Oh God, How I missed that angelic smile.
"H-Hello, l-lo...uhmm...I mean Jimin hyung." I said, realizing I almost called him by our endearment when we were still together.
"So, how are you? I heard you got your own entertainment company now. That's good to hear, Kook-ah. You once told me you always wanted to have your own and train passionate youths like you. I'm really glad that you're finally achieving your dreams." He said calmly.
I suddenly remember it used to be our dream. Me and him running our own entertainment. Now it's just me. I want to explode. My heart aches, reminiscing everything in the past.
"U-Uhh...Thanks, hyung." I said, rubbing the back of my head.
Jimin smiled at me. Love, please stop smiling me. It's making me insane.
"Hello, Jisoo. How are you, too? How old is your son now?" Jimin said looking at my wife.
"Uhmm...He's with Jungkook's mom. And, he's turning 5 next month." Jisoo said nervously while grabbing my hand. I can feel her hands are shaking. I feel her. I am nervous. We both are haunted by the past.
"Okay, so may I know his name? If that's okay with you?"
"M-Min Joon...his name is Min Joon." I answered before Jisoo did. I just know she's under pressure right now.
"Oh, what a beautiful name you got there." Jimin said, smiling again. Oh God, stop it.
"Okay, okay. So Jimin, tell us about you. Tell us everything that happened with you while you were in England." Namjoon interrupted. I know he knows that Jisoo and I are both under pressure right now. He looked at me secretly so I took it as a chance to mouth 'thank you' to him.
"Well. It was hard at first, me not knowing anyone there. But thank God I met this girl and now my fiancé. She's the one who helped me with everything. If it wasn't because of her, I wouldn't cope up easily. That's why I'm really lucky having her. God knows how much I love you, babe." Jimin said leaning to kiss her cheeks.
"F-Fiancé..?" I said, can't believe what I just heard.
"Yes, Jungkook. She's my fiancé." He said smiling at me.
My heart suddenly aches. So this Hee Yeon is his fiancé. Now I understand why they are all acting weird. I lowered my head down as I don't want them to notice I'm in the verge of crying.
"Uhmm...guys. I need to go to the washroom. Uhmm...congrats, Jimin hyung. You got a beautiful fiancé there. B-Best wishes." I said, getting up and walking away from them.
Yes, I lied. I just can't take this anymore. I really need to get out of there. So instead, I decided to go to the rooftop. I need to release this. While I am on my way to the rooftop, tears started to fall from eyes. I can't take this. My heart aches so much right now.
"He moved on already. He loves someone else now. I should be happy, right?" I said while crying.
He looks so happy with her. I can see in his eyes that he is really in love with her. It hurts so much. I shouldn't be like this. I should be happy for him now, right? That finally, he can smile again and it's because of her. But I can't help but feel jealous because I was once the reason behind his smiles. But because of my stupidness, I lost him. I lost him forever. I want to get him back but I know that's just stupid and selfish. He is okay now. He is happy now.
He really moved on. Yet I'm still stuck here, still hoping maybe we could be together again. But, realizing of how our lives are complicated now, I know it's not possible anymore. That, I should move on also and accept everything, how things are now between us.
Should I let go now? Should I stop loving him now? Should I give him up now?