This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 53: Chapter 53
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"Jackson, can you help me please? HE is becoming the same again. Please help me. I don't want HIM to do those things. I love HIM that I don't want HIM to be in danger. What HE's doing now must be stopped right away. Please, help me."
"Don't worry. I will help you. I will talk to HIS parents. HE was my friend, too. And I'm also worried about HIS wrong deeds."
"Thank you, Jackson. It will be my greatest gratitude forever. You helping me."
"It's nothing. Have you talked to the others? Like Mark and Youngjae?"
"I only talked to Mark and he said that HE threatened him about what HE'll do. HE is about to kill Jimin."
"HE's so stupid. Didn't you know HE threatened me also? At first, HE demanded me to be the one to kill Jimin but I can't. I maybe a bad person but killing is not on my card. I rejected HIM but guess how HE threatened me? HE told me I don't know what HE's capable of. Well, HE's the one who has no idea what I can do. Then HE mentioned that I shouldn't forget that HIS family helped mine. I can't help but laugh at HIS statement. HE didn't even know that we are the ones who are helping them now."
"What?"
"You heard right. Their company is now facing crisis. Of course, we are always grateful of how they helped us before. So, to pay back, we are helping them now. I'm not in favor about the merging of our companies but I don't have any authority as it is what my parents wanted."
"Now that I heard it, we must really help HIM now. If HE finds about that, HE will definitely break down. As HIS friends, let's help HIM change HIS mind from doing worse things. Let's stop HIM from harming Jimin."
"I will try to talk to HIS parents about that."
"Thank you so much, Jackson. You are the only one I know who has connections."
"It's not a big deal. I'm still a guy with principles."
"Thank you so much, Jackson. And as for me, I will visit them and warn them about HIM."
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"Unni, what will you do now?"
"I-I don't know what to do. My mind is so empty. I can't make a move because I know I'm being watched."
"Unni, please do the right thing. Tell them everything before everything gets worse."
"You don't understand me. HE threatened me that HE'll kill my family if I betrayed HIM. I can't let that happen. HE already ruined my life before. I'm willing to sacrifice myself just to save my family from harm."
"But what about Jimin? He's in the situation which he never deserves. Will your conscience take that?"
"I know. Just like you, I don't want any of this to happen. But as much as I wanted to speak up, I don't have any power. The only thing I could provide of help is to restore the CCTV. Besides that, I can't do anything more. My family is important to me."
"But unni, please still think of the things I just said. I'm always here. I will help you."
"Thank you, Jen. Thank you so much for your advice but I can't. For the sake of my family and my son."
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HE's POV
"Potassium. Hmm, that was easy. So, potassium is the easiest poison that can be found in hospitals? Ooooh. I'm getting a good feeling about this." I can't be more happy. I suddenly got in a good mood. Jimin, get ready. Your death is coming soon.
Now, how can I nail this without the others knowing? For sure, they're already alert by now. What should I do first? Yeah, I should prepare everything now.
I went to my house first to freshen up. This is a moment to be happy about. Finally, I can erase Jimin from this world. I'm loathing him to the extent. I can never stand seeing him, knowing that he's the one who took everything from me, who took Jungkook away from me. I don't know what Jungkook even saw from him but what I'm sure is I really hate Jimin to the core.
I was really hurt before. Hearing from Jungkook's own mouth that he fell in love at first sight with that bitch, it really hurts me 'til now. I was the one who has been beside him ever since we're little but how could he just fell in love right away in just one glance?
Before, I thought he was already thinking of me in a romantic way. I thought he was loving me more than a friend already. I can't help but expect things from what he's been showing me during those times.
He was so sweet towards me. He would always buy me food. He would always tell me jokes when I'm sad. He would always defend me from the bullies. He would always be there when I need him, especially when I had problems with my parents. He became my knight in shining armor. I would always feel safe when I'm with him. He even said the magic words to me. He expressed 'I love you's' too easy, so who wouldn't expect anything from that?
That's when I started imagining us being more than being friends. I started thinking of our future together. I started having fantasies towards him. He's the most beautiful man I have ever laid my eyes on. He became the man of my dreams. But, I became devastated when he left me and moved to Seoul with his family. Just before they left, I begged Jungkook to not leave me behind. I confessed my feelings right away. I thought he would confess, too. I said things to him but instead, he looked disgusted with me. I suddenly felt humiliated when he said he never loved me in a romantic way, that he just said those words as just a friend.
I'm not convinced. I know he loves me, too. So, I told him, 'Don't deny it. I know you love me. I can feel it.' But he pushed me away and said rude things to me like I'm disgusting and that he hates gays. I did not give up on him so I followed them to Seoul. I'm going crazy. I just can't take the fact that Jungkook said that he never wanted to see me anymore. I followed him everywhere. I started to send him letters just so he won't forget about me but he never answered to any of my letters. I went insane so I took him by force. I just wanted to talk with him but our conversation went a little overboard when he said that he loves someone already. Of course, I tried to find out whoever she is. But, I went mad when I found out that he fell in love with a guy. I swear I was completely shattered into pieces, just like my heart.
I can't believe Jungkook. He said rude things to me, about him hating gays but look at him now. Didn't he become a gay himself for falling for a guy?! I tried to kiss him by force because maybe he was just confused, that he loves me from the very beginning of our friendship, that he was just blinded because of his beliefs. But instead, his parents and mine sent me to a mental institution, a FUCKING MENTAL INSTITUTION! Who would even do that to their own son?! That's when I started to despise Jimin to the core. When he suddenly showed up, everything changed between us. Now, Jungkook even forgot I existed in his life. He forgot that I was once one of his bestfriends during his childhood. I was hurt so freaking much. Just because of Jimin's presence, I completely became nothing in Jungkook's life all of a sudden.
I was sent to America once I left the mental institution. But I never forgot everything. So during my stay in America, I faked myself becoming better. I showed my family that I completely moved on. But I am way way far from that. I will get back at Jimin. His presence is enough to piss me off. That's why I will make him disappear from this world. Jungkook is originally mine, not his or anyone else's.
I just came out of the shower and looked at the time. It's 7pm already. What a perfect timing. I will do it now.
I'm just by myself in our house. My parents are probably in the most shitty place, making the time of their lives and drowning themselves in the palm of money. I went inside their room and straight to the closet. I took a specific clothes that I'll be needing in my mission tonight.
Curious? I grabbed my mom's white lab coat. I know you're wondering why. Well, my mom WAS a doctor so she have these things. Once I got what I need, I came back to my room and dressed up. After a few minutes, I got in my car, only to be stopped by my bodyguards.
"What the hell are you doing?" I hissed to them when one grabbed my arm.
"We were told to not let you leave this house."
"What the hell?! Don't tell me it was my parents..."
"Yes, sir."
"Do you want to die?!" This guy is pissing me off. Really.
"Sir, we can't let you leave unless we come with you." Great, I'm being watched again?!
"Aishh! Fine!" Just as much as I wanted to kill this guy right away, I calmed down. I have to do my mission.
So instead of my Porsche car, I rode our limousine car. After 15 minutes, we arrived finally. I looked at my watch and saw it's 7:50pm already. I was about to enter when these annoying bodyguards surrounded me.
"There's no need. I'll go by my own. I will just be quick. I'll just go see my friend, okay?" I rolled my eyes on Butler Lee.
"Okay, sir. We'll wait here." I shoved inside the hospital and went straight to Jae's office. When I opened the door, I saw him so busy on his computer. We didn't talk much as I'm so busy roaming my eyes, trying to find his access card. I eventually saw it on top of his paperworks near his computer so I started to think of ways how to get it without him knowing. Then, an idea popped up.
I secretly pushed his stethoscope off his desk. When he heard it fell, he bent down to pick it and I took the chance to get his access card. I tried to hide my happiness when he came back to his position. He looked at me with confused eyes so I just mouthed, 'What?'
"What are you here for, by the way?" He said before he went back looking at his computer.
"Oh nothing. I just wanted to be updated." I still haven't forgotten about what he has done to me. After tonight, I will teach him a lesson.
"I'm sorry." He said with begging eyes. But that won't change anything. So, I just smiled though I'm so mad inside.
"Okay, I'll go now." I didn't wait for his answer and just left him. I went first to the wash room and changed myself into a doctor outfit. I wore a fake eyeglasses to finish the look. Then, I went to the supplies room. I used his access card to enter. Once I got inside, I quickly grabbed what I need. Potassium. An instant killer. Perfect.
I left for Jimin's room. I waited for awhile and when it's 12am already, his parents left with some of his friends. Great. I silently slid the door open and saw no one's inside. The lights are off. Oh really? Stupid people. I can only laugh inside.
I went beside Jimin and whispered to him.
"Goodbye, Jimin. It's your end now." I smirked. Aw. He's sleeping so soundly. He don't have any idea that this will be the last night of his life.
I grabbed the vial inside the coat I'm wearing and inserted a syringe to it. When the liquid was successfully switched into the syringe, I held his dextrose bag. My hand which is holding the syringe went close to the tube.
"What are you doing?"
"Don't worry. I will help you. I will talk to HIS parents. HE was my friend, too. And I'm also worried about HIS wrong deeds."
"Thank you, Jackson. It will be my greatest gratitude forever. You helping me."
"It's nothing. Have you talked to the others? Like Mark and Youngjae?"
"I only talked to Mark and he said that HE threatened him about what HE'll do. HE is about to kill Jimin."
"HE's so stupid. Didn't you know HE threatened me also? At first, HE demanded me to be the one to kill Jimin but I can't. I maybe a bad person but killing is not on my card. I rejected HIM but guess how HE threatened me? HE told me I don't know what HE's capable of. Well, HE's the one who has no idea what I can do. Then HE mentioned that I shouldn't forget that HIS family helped mine. I can't help but laugh at HIS statement. HE didn't even know that we are the ones who are helping them now."
"What?"
"You heard right. Their company is now facing crisis. Of course, we are always grateful of how they helped us before. So, to pay back, we are helping them now. I'm not in favor about the merging of our companies but I don't have any authority as it is what my parents wanted."
"Now that I heard it, we must really help HIM now. If HE finds about that, HE will definitely break down. As HIS friends, let's help HIM change HIS mind from doing worse things. Let's stop HIM from harming Jimin."
"I will try to talk to HIS parents about that."
"Thank you so much, Jackson. You are the only one I know who has connections."
"It's not a big deal. I'm still a guy with principles."
"Thank you so much, Jackson. And as for me, I will visit them and warn them about HIM."
**************
"Unni, what will you do now?"
"I-I don't know what to do. My mind is so empty. I can't make a move because I know I'm being watched."
"Unni, please do the right thing. Tell them everything before everything gets worse."
"You don't understand me. HE threatened me that HE'll kill my family if I betrayed HIM. I can't let that happen. HE already ruined my life before. I'm willing to sacrifice myself just to save my family from harm."
"But what about Jimin? He's in the situation which he never deserves. Will your conscience take that?"
"I know. Just like you, I don't want any of this to happen. But as much as I wanted to speak up, I don't have any power. The only thing I could provide of help is to restore the CCTV. Besides that, I can't do anything more. My family is important to me."
"But unni, please still think of the things I just said. I'm always here. I will help you."
"Thank you, Jen. Thank you so much for your advice but I can't. For the sake of my family and my son."
**********
HE's POV
"Potassium. Hmm, that was easy. So, potassium is the easiest poison that can be found in hospitals? Ooooh. I'm getting a good feeling about this." I can't be more happy. I suddenly got in a good mood. Jimin, get ready. Your death is coming soon.
Now, how can I nail this without the others knowing? For sure, they're already alert by now. What should I do first? Yeah, I should prepare everything now.
I went to my house first to freshen up. This is a moment to be happy about. Finally, I can erase Jimin from this world. I'm loathing him to the extent. I can never stand seeing him, knowing that he's the one who took everything from me, who took Jungkook away from me. I don't know what Jungkook even saw from him but what I'm sure is I really hate Jimin to the core.
I was really hurt before. Hearing from Jungkook's own mouth that he fell in love at first sight with that bitch, it really hurts me 'til now. I was the one who has been beside him ever since we're little but how could he just fell in love right away in just one glance?
Before, I thought he was already thinking of me in a romantic way. I thought he was loving me more than a friend already. I can't help but expect things from what he's been showing me during those times.
He was so sweet towards me. He would always buy me food. He would always tell me jokes when I'm sad. He would always defend me from the bullies. He would always be there when I need him, especially when I had problems with my parents. He became my knight in shining armor. I would always feel safe when I'm with him. He even said the magic words to me. He expressed 'I love you's' too easy, so who wouldn't expect anything from that?
That's when I started imagining us being more than being friends. I started thinking of our future together. I started having fantasies towards him. He's the most beautiful man I have ever laid my eyes on. He became the man of my dreams. But, I became devastated when he left me and moved to Seoul with his family. Just before they left, I begged Jungkook to not leave me behind. I confessed my feelings right away. I thought he would confess, too. I said things to him but instead, he looked disgusted with me. I suddenly felt humiliated when he said he never loved me in a romantic way, that he just said those words as just a friend.
I'm not convinced. I know he loves me, too. So, I told him, 'Don't deny it. I know you love me. I can feel it.' But he pushed me away and said rude things to me like I'm disgusting and that he hates gays. I did not give up on him so I followed them to Seoul. I'm going crazy. I just can't take the fact that Jungkook said that he never wanted to see me anymore. I followed him everywhere. I started to send him letters just so he won't forget about me but he never answered to any of my letters. I went insane so I took him by force. I just wanted to talk with him but our conversation went a little overboard when he said that he loves someone already. Of course, I tried to find out whoever she is. But, I went mad when I found out that he fell in love with a guy. I swear I was completely shattered into pieces, just like my heart.
I can't believe Jungkook. He said rude things to me, about him hating gays but look at him now. Didn't he become a gay himself for falling for a guy?! I tried to kiss him by force because maybe he was just confused, that he loves me from the very beginning of our friendship, that he was just blinded because of his beliefs. But instead, his parents and mine sent me to a mental institution, a FUCKING MENTAL INSTITUTION! Who would even do that to their own son?! That's when I started to despise Jimin to the core. When he suddenly showed up, everything changed between us. Now, Jungkook even forgot I existed in his life. He forgot that I was once one of his bestfriends during his childhood. I was hurt so freaking much. Just because of Jimin's presence, I completely became nothing in Jungkook's life all of a sudden.
I was sent to America once I left the mental institution. But I never forgot everything. So during my stay in America, I faked myself becoming better. I showed my family that I completely moved on. But I am way way far from that. I will get back at Jimin. His presence is enough to piss me off. That's why I will make him disappear from this world. Jungkook is originally mine, not his or anyone else's.
I just came out of the shower and looked at the time. It's 7pm already. What a perfect timing. I will do it now.
I'm just by myself in our house. My parents are probably in the most shitty place, making the time of their lives and drowning themselves in the palm of money. I went inside their room and straight to the closet. I took a specific clothes that I'll be needing in my mission tonight.
Curious? I grabbed my mom's white lab coat. I know you're wondering why. Well, my mom WAS a doctor so she have these things. Once I got what I need, I came back to my room and dressed up. After a few minutes, I got in my car, only to be stopped by my bodyguards.
"What the hell are you doing?" I hissed to them when one grabbed my arm.
"We were told to not let you leave this house."
"What the hell?! Don't tell me it was my parents..."
"Yes, sir."
"Do you want to die?!" This guy is pissing me off. Really.
"Sir, we can't let you leave unless we come with you." Great, I'm being watched again?!
"Aishh! Fine!" Just as much as I wanted to kill this guy right away, I calmed down. I have to do my mission.
So instead of my Porsche car, I rode our limousine car. After 15 minutes, we arrived finally. I looked at my watch and saw it's 7:50pm already. I was about to enter when these annoying bodyguards surrounded me.
"There's no need. I'll go by my own. I will just be quick. I'll just go see my friend, okay?" I rolled my eyes on Butler Lee.
"Okay, sir. We'll wait here." I shoved inside the hospital and went straight to Jae's office. When I opened the door, I saw him so busy on his computer. We didn't talk much as I'm so busy roaming my eyes, trying to find his access card. I eventually saw it on top of his paperworks near his computer so I started to think of ways how to get it without him knowing. Then, an idea popped up.
I secretly pushed his stethoscope off his desk. When he heard it fell, he bent down to pick it and I took the chance to get his access card. I tried to hide my happiness when he came back to his position. He looked at me with confused eyes so I just mouthed, 'What?'
"What are you here for, by the way?" He said before he went back looking at his computer.
"Oh nothing. I just wanted to be updated." I still haven't forgotten about what he has done to me. After tonight, I will teach him a lesson.
"I'm sorry." He said with begging eyes. But that won't change anything. So, I just smiled though I'm so mad inside.
"Okay, I'll go now." I didn't wait for his answer and just left him. I went first to the wash room and changed myself into a doctor outfit. I wore a fake eyeglasses to finish the look. Then, I went to the supplies room. I used his access card to enter. Once I got inside, I quickly grabbed what I need. Potassium. An instant killer. Perfect.
I left for Jimin's room. I waited for awhile and when it's 12am already, his parents left with some of his friends. Great. I silently slid the door open and saw no one's inside. The lights are off. Oh really? Stupid people. I can only laugh inside.
I went beside Jimin and whispered to him.
"Goodbye, Jimin. It's your end now." I smirked. Aw. He's sleeping so soundly. He don't have any idea that this will be the last night of his life.
I grabbed the vial inside the coat I'm wearing and inserted a syringe to it. When the liquid was successfully switched into the syringe, I held his dextrose bag. My hand which is holding the syringe went close to the tube.
"What are you doing?"
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