This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 60: Chapter 60

Jungkook's POV
"He's awake! Jimin is awake!" I heard Jin hyung said once I opened my eyes from sleep. I saw him crying in happiness. Tears started to flow from my face, too. I burst out in tears right away, not caring how I look like right now. I'm just so happy that he's finally okay now.
"I want to see him. Can I? Can I?" I looked at Namjoon, grabbing his arms while acting cute. Hehe. He gave me a wide smile.
"Of course, but let's wait for the others, okay? They're already on their way, as well as your parents."
"Okay, hyung." I can't stop smiling. I'm dying to see him already. I can't wait to see his beautiful eyes that captured my heart. His lips that I miss on mine. His cute hands. Just all about him.
"Finally, he came back to us. Are you happy?" Jin hyung smiled at me while he brushes off my hair.
"More than anything, hyung. I want to hug him right away." I can already imagine his face when I see him. Him purely smiling at me. I hope this never stops.
A phone beeped that interrupted me from my imagination. It's Jin hyung's.
"Jungkook, it was Jisoo. She texted me that she wants to talk to you." He's looking at me with an unknown expression. Hearing her name is enough to mess up my day.
"I don't want to hear her name anymore, please." I massaged my temples, trying to control my anger.
"But she said that Min Joon kept on nagging her how much he misses you and wants to see you. What should we do? Min Joon still don't know everything. But, we're still not sure if it's true, until we hear it from the doctor himself who did the DNA test before." Speaking of that devil, whoever that doctor is, I will make him pay for causing all of this. Why can someone be so cruel to me and Jimin? We both just love each other. What did we ever do wrong to be suffering like this?
The door was slid opened and revealed my parents.
"Dad, can we find the doctor who gave the fake results to us about Min Joon?" I quickly asked.
"Don't worry, son. We already found him and he's now in jail." I was quite surprised but I'm more curious as to who that asshole is.
"Who is he?"
"You wouldn't believe who it is. We literally forgot who the doctor is before but we managed to find him again. You know him, son." I'm confused but a name just popped inside my head.
"Don't tell me he is-..." If I'm right then I don't know what I'll do with him.
"Yes, it's Dr. Choi. He is now in trial for forging documents." I knew it.
"I knew it! That explains why he's so familiar and why I have this uneasy feeling whenever I'm with him. Did he reveal why he did that, Dad?" My fists both clenched. My heart raced in anger, as well as my eyes are burning in anger. How could he do this to us?! Dad just shook his head 'no'.
"Bring Jisoo to me, please. I really need an explanation from her like right now."
Tears flow once again. I'm not crying because I'm sad, but because I'm so mad right now. My vision blackened, that hurting her is like what will satisfy me right now.
"Jungkook, relax. Release it. Don't let this turn you into someone you are not. Please. Don't think of stupid things." I felt Jin hyung held my legs then hugged me afterwards.
"Jungkook, release it. Look at me and listen to me, please. I know what you are thinking right now. You are just blinded by your anger. You don't want this, trust me. Don't let the past repeat itself wherein you hurt someone. How you hurt the one you love." He held my balled fists and tried to open them but I didn't let him. My anger is more important to me right now.
"Jimin wouldn't want you to become like this. Think about Jimin, Jungkook. Please." I automatically softened when I heard his name. I came back to my senses and saw the others are already here, all giving me worried expressions. Then, all I know is I'm sobbing hard.
"I'm sorry, hyung. It's happening again. I'm sorry. I'm hurting him again." Why am I like this? Just why?!
"Jungkook, look at me. You are not hurting him, okay? You just saved him by giving your blood. He's fine now because of you. Hmm?" I looked at him while still crying. I saw all of them walked towards me, giving me sweet talks and assurance. I buried my face in my hands as I'm ashamed of myself. I'm so childish. Aish.
"Are you feeling okay, now?" Mom asked me with tears at the corner of her eyes while Dad is comforting her.
"I feel o-okay, now. Thanks, h-hyungs. T-Thanks, Mom & D-Dad." Hiccups started to come out between my sobs. I tried to show a genuine smile and wiped my tears away while I'm still amused of myself.
"Now that everyone is here. We should go to Jimin now. I want to see him already." My mom exclaimed that made me smile.
"Let's go!" I heard Hoseok hyung exclaimed that made Jin hyung yelled back at him.
"Oh shut up, Hoseok! Can you please lower your voice and your excitement?!" Why is Jin hyung always so hard on Hoseok hyung? I wonder why. Haha. My eyes went to Hoseok hyung's direction and saw him frowned but immediately smiled from ear to ear at Jin hyung. As expected, Jin hyung just rolled his eyes as we leave the room altogether.
I don't know but I suddenly started to feel nervous. My heart is telling me that something is off. Something is not right. I looked at everyone but I just saw them happily chatting together. Am I the only one who has this uneasy feeling right now? I looked at my Mom but she is busy talking to Lisa and Dahyun while we're on our way. I looked at Jin hyung but I can hardly see his face as Tae hyung is blocking his position. I turned around and looked at my Dad who is pushing my wheelchair, but he looks okay. Why am I the only one feeling like this?
Upon arriving at the door to Jimin's room, my heart keeps on throbbing fast. I felt like it will pop out of my chest anytime soon for beating in an unnatural speed.
The door opened and we saw Jimin's little brother, Jihyun, giving us a sad smile. Everyone of us stopped from our steps as we're all confused.
"Before you go inside, there is something you need to know. We don't know why it is happening but please try to understand the situation. Don't force him to remember everything right away. Please." I can't help but notice that during the last sentence, his eyes are fixed on mine that made me very confused. I looked at Jin hyung and saw he's also confused like me.
"What do you mean, Jihyun?" Namjoon hyung spoke up as I'm really nervous right now. What is really happening? Is something wrong with Jimin?
"Hyung has amnesia." Wait. Did I hear everything wrong?
"What? Oh come on. Stop kidding around, Jihyun. It's not even funny." Yoongi hyung replied. I couldn't say anything, not even a single word. It's like my tongue hid at the very back of my throat.
"I'm not kidding around. This is a serious talk. How could I even dare to joke about something like this, huh? He has amnesia. We just discovered it awhile ago. He started to act strange so we asked Dr. Han. It turns out he doesn't remember anything from the present. They don't remember all of you. We tried but he only remembers from when he's still in highschool. I'm sorry, hyungs." He cried that confirmed that I'm not really dreaming. That this is the reality.
"I know you're all still confused hearing me say these things but please come inside. He might remember you all if he sees your faces." Jihyun tried to give us an assuring smile but it didn't help me. Hearing Jimin forgot about us, about me, is breaking me.
What could be worse than knowing he forgot about everything between us? Why?? Just why is this happening? I know I did bad things before but don't I have the right to be happy again? Can't we be happy with each other again? Is this what they called a karma? If this is a dream, then please wake me up. I can't handle all of this. This is breaking me. This is breaking my heart into pieces.
I closed my eyes while I can't stop from crying. This is too much for my heart to take.
I felt my wheelchair advances forward. It stopped when I felt someone hugged me. I smell a woman's perfume so I guess it's his mom.
"Jungkook, I'm sorry." I heard her whispered to my ear. I just silently cried while trying to prevent crying noises, while my eyes are still close.
"Who are all of you?" That voice which I missed so much. That voice which just told me that he still loves me. I don't know. I must be happy that he's awake, right? But why can't I feel happiness? Maybe because I can't still accept that he just forgot all about me. I don't want to open my eyes, afraid to face the reality. Can I just escape from all of this? Can I just disappear now? Because this is really too much.
"Jimin, they are your current friends. They are the ones we just told you about awhile ago." I heard his mom said once she went back beside Jimin.
"Oh really? Wow, I can't believe I have a lot of friends apart from Taemin hyung and Sejun. I'm sorry if I can't remember anyone of you. Mom, can you call Taemin hyung for me? I miss that guy so much." Jimin said that made me finally open my eyes. I stopped crying when I heard that name.
"T-Taemin? Are you sure, hyung?" It was Jihyun who spoke this time.
"Yes. Wait, is there a problem?" From my position, I can see that Jimin is confused.
"O-Okay. I'll call him instead." Jihyun replied. I can't be more shook. If only you remember that he's one of the reasons why we are broken apart.
"Yay! I heard we're an idol group. Is that right? Tell me about it. I'm sorry but no matter how much I tried, I couldn't remember anything."
"No, it's okay. Don't force yourself too much. We understand you." Jin hyung approached me and held my shoulders. My mom went to my side also, as well as my Dad who are all pressing my shoulders.
"If you don't feel okay, we can just go. Just tell us." Dad whispered to me. I nodded because I can't take it anymore. I tried to suppress my tears but they are slowly betraying me.
"Uhmm, we'll go first. Hye Kyo, Joong Ki." Mom said. Jimin's parents showed genuine smiles. I'm happy that our parents are still getting along with each other 'til now.
I gave one last glance to Jimin and saw he is also looking at me. I smiled a bitter one while a tear escaped from my eyes. I turned my head down to hide that I'm crying already.
Someone, please wake me up from this nightmare.
Third Person's POV
"Who is that guy?" The boy who's on the bed curiously asked once Jungkook and his parents left the room. He's confused on what that man's expression looks like. It's a sad expression.
"Oh, baby. That is Jungkook. He's your e-...uhmm, friend. He's one of your friends, too." His mom almost slipped the words ex-lover/boyfriend from her mouth. Gladly, she managed to get a hold of herself right away. The others stayed behind trying to make Jimin remember, even just a little about them, but they all failed.
Meanwhile, HE's in a car just outside the hospital. HE sent an accomplice to go find some useful news about what's happening. HE was playing on HIS phone when HIS accomplice entered the van.
"Boss, you wouldn't believe what I just heard from the gossiping nurses."
"What?" HIS eyes are still fixed on HIS phone because HE's losing the game HE's playing.
"Boss, Park Jimin has amnesia." HE lost hold of HIS phone upon hearing that.
"Oh really? My, this is interesting." HIS shocked expression was replaced by a grinning one right away. Then, a bulb just lighted on the top of HIS head as an idea sprang up.
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"Yugyeom?! You're here?!"