This Love We Have - jikook ff - Chapter 67: Chapter 67
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Third Person's POV
Jungkook can't stop himself from shuffling all over his bed. He was torn in between telling everything to the others or just settle that on his own. Bambam just texted him the address which was way different from what's on Mr. Park's plan. Should he trust Bambam's words? With this thought all over his head, he suddenly got troubled inside. Every minute that passes by just makes him more nervous. He can't just risk anything that he knew may hurt Jimin more, as his life is at stake.
It was already near 12 midnight, 2 hours away from the time Bambam demanded him to meet with him. He knows if he don't do what he was told, Bambam won't hesitate hurting Jimin. He knew his old friend's nature. He can be a sweet guy but devilish, too. He kept on shuffling side to side, his mind too occupied on everything.
He was not alone in his room though. His dad was on the couch, sleeping in a sitting position while his mom went home to take care of his little dongsaeng, Ga Eul.
His friends, practically Yoongi, Hoseok, and Jin whom he treated like his second family, were also sleeping on the longer couch, small snores can be heard. Upon seeing this view, he can't help but feel amused. But, it was quickly replaced with a frown again, remembering what was troubling his mind since afternoon.
He wanted to cry in frustration, knowing he'd go crazy, just being alone deciding on this matter. As much as he wanted to save Jimin himself with all his might, he wanted to be careful as possible. Remembering what Mr. Park just said about don't act like heroes didn't help him at all and just made him more confused and torn than ever. He's so caught up in his own thoughts when he was interrupted by a vibration coming underneath his pillow. On cue, his heart started to beat the abnormal way again as he already had the idea as to who just texted him. His guts were right as he saw the name he's starting to loathe, completely forgetting the fact that they used to be friends. He shut his eyes close while grabbing the phone from under his pillow.
From: B
Clock is ticking, baby. You only have 1 hour left. Have you decided already?
His fingers looked like they can read his mind because he can't suddenly move them. He lost the control of them as silent tears stream down his face. 'What should I do? What should I do?' kept on running in his mind plus a series of fuck's, damn it's, and God help me's. He looked at the others once again as he completely let his tears come out. He did everything to prevent himself from drawing out loud sobs, not wanting to wake the others. After a few more minutes on thinking deeply, he finally decided. He wanted to leave everything to the hands of the professional, the police. But.........
After considering everything that is at stake here, he's more than willing to sacrifice and try, just maybe he could change anything. Being able to save Jimin from danger, even if he is the very exchange, he would gladly accept that above all the options he have. He is the only one who could change everything because he knew he's the one who Bambam wanted so much from all of this.
He sighed deeply once more before he opened his phone again and replied to Bambam.
To: B
I will do what you want, just please promise me that you won't hurt, Jimin.
He closed his eyes as he felt his tears were trying to betray him again. Few seconds passed before he heard his phone vibrated again.
From: B
Omg, yes! You will never regret your decision, Jungkook. If you will just keep your word then I won't hurt him anymore.
Another few seconds passed. After thinking back on everything he's about to do, he let out a sad smile. 'This is for the best' was what his mouth gestured. Then, he grabbed his phone again.
To: B
I'm going now. Please keep your word.
From: B
Of course, you know you're just the one who I wanted from the very beginning. I promise you'll be happier with me. I love you, Jungkook.
A tear still escaped from his eyes though he's trying very hard to hold back his tears. He didn't hesitate and slowly removed the needle attached near his wrist. He whimpered a bit at the little sting from that. His leg is mostly healed already so it was not that hard for him to stand up on his own feet. He then walked towards the little closet where his mom put some of his clothes. He picked his favorite red Puma hoodie, slowly taking off his hospital outfits. He did everything quietly to make sure he won't wake up the others. He don't want them to know what he's about to do because he knew they would be strongly against the idea. He also took a loose pants and wore them. He also slid his feet inside his Puma 'Bog Sock' as he covered his head with the hoodie. He was so ready to leave when he caught a glimpse again from his father.
"I'm sorry, Dad, but this is for the best. I hope you will all understand my decision. I love you all." He whispered, slowly leaning to kiss his dad lightly on his hair. He also looked at his hyungs as tears again run down his already swollen face. He silently approached them and fixed the blanket covering them. He also noticed that Jin looked like he just cried. 'And where's Namjoon hyung?' He thought to himself.
"Thank you for everything, hyungs." He smiled a bitter one as he grabbed a sticky note that his mom left on the little table beside the bed.
I'm sorry. was the only words he wrote on that piece of paper before placing it near the pillow and silently leaving the room. He didn't forget to take some cash, too, knowing he'll need it. When he's finally outside his room, he kept his head down as he don't want anyone recognizing him. Upon successfully being outside the hospital premises, he was slapped by the much colder breeze that suddenly made him shiver. He exhaled deeply as white smoke leaves his mouth. He saw a taxi going to his direction so he immediately called it. He quickly gave the driver the address Bambam told him to go to.
Exactly 25 minutes passed when the taxi dropped him off in an unfamiliar place. Well, it's not some scary abandoned building or anything, but instead, it was a respective villa in the middle of nowhere. It was a beautiful place actually but he immediately shrugged that thought away, remembering what he was here for in the first place.
An old man in a butler outfit suddenly appeared out of nowhere, bowing to him beyond the average golden gate, which automatically opened.
"Welcome, Mr. Jeon. Please come inside. Young Master Jae Chan is waiting for you inside." He was already entering when two pairs of big hands gripped both his arms, forcing him inside. He was a bit shocked but he let them pull him anyway. The two men in black finally let go of him when they arrived at what it looked like a living room. He then saw a man figure near the glass wide window. He was fixing himself when the figure turned around with an awkward happy face. Jungkook was not flustered even a bit but it was different for the latter. In excitement, Bambam ran his way towards Jungkook and hugged him tightly. Jungkook didn't move. Well, he actually don't want to move at all. He silently scoffed, a bit disgusted but he have to bear it all. For Jimin.
"Oh God. How I missed to hold you like this again. Finally you're here with me. You're finally mine." Bambam held him tighter.
'I'm so far from being yours, psycopath.' Jungkook thought inside his head. Bambam is really a psychopath. He needs some medical attention right away. Although he loathe him so much now, Jungkook was still worried. Well, they used to be friends.
"Where is Jimin?" Jungkook asked right away in which Bambam frowned.
"You're still thinking about that bitch?! Remember you're mine already, Jungkook." Bambam's eyes were slowly dilated with anger. On the other hand, Jungkook is not far away as the antagonist was, as he wanted to punch the guy in front of him right away for calling Jimin a bitch. 'You're the bitch!' He yelled only in his mind. He was starting to go wild but when an image of Jimin flashed on the back of his mind, he held his rushing anger in. He has to be careful in his every move now.
"I was just making sure that you will keep your word, too." Jungkook stated.
"Of course. You know I always keep my word when it comes to you. I trust that you will do the same, baby." Jungkook wanted to vomit because he just saw Bambam giving him flirty looks.
"You didn't tell anyone about this, baby?" Bambam added, in which Jungkook just nodded, rolling his eyes once Bambam turned around to grab something.
"Anyways, this is where we'll live happily ever after. We will leave first thing in the afternoon. We still have to work on faking your name so we'll leave this shitty place safely." Bambam smiled cheekily as he pinched Jungkook's nose which left a visible red mark on it. Bambam's hands made way also around Jungkook's neck, in which Jungkook felt the most awkward he can ever feel in his entire life.
"Can I-I atleast see him before we leave?" Jungkook tilted his head down, avoiding the the lustful look from Bambam's eyes.
"Of course. You're mine now so I will keep my word. We'll go there once the tense ended. Oh by the way, I know you already have some people surrounding the place." Bambam revealed that shocked Jungkook.
"Do you all think I'm dumb to not notice that? Huh? But don't worry yet. I will keep my word but one wrong move and he'll certainly die, Jungkook." Bambam said in stern voice that made Jungkook pale.
"N-No, please. I'm all yours now, Bam. Please let him go already. I will keep my word." Jungkook tried to convince Bambam but it was not enough.
"I wanted to believe you but I have to be more careful. Your words are too good to be true. Once we left for Paris, I will let him go then. So don't insist on it anymore, okay? Or you'll piss me and I will still kill him. You pick, Jungkook." Bambam seriously looked at him, mostly a poker face with no trace of affection towards him.
"O-Okay." Jungkook said that was enough to make Bambam smile again. But what Bambam did next made Jungkook the most shocked person right now. He fucking just kissed Jungkook. Though it was just a peck, it was enough to make him feel like puking and disgusted with himself. A fucking mentally retarded psychopath just destroyed his lips. Not noticing any of that, Bambam just smiled it away, really happy that he finally kissed the man of his dreams, Jungkook. It was the best thing ever, atleast to Bambam.
"By the way, this butler right here will bring you to your temporary room. You have to sleep first before I bring you to see him one last time. I'm gonna miss you. See you at the morning, baby." Bambam leaned in for a quick kiss before the butler led him to his temporary room. Once he's settled in and the door closed, Jungkook harshly wiped the lingering feeling of Bambam's lips on his. He felt so disgusted with himself. He ran to the bathroom and threw himself on the sink. He kept on washing his lips with water as tears run down his face while looking at his reflection on the mirror.
"You have to bear it all, Jungkook. You have to. Jimin needs you the most right now. You have to, once and for all." Jungkook reminded himself as he cried one last time before sitting on the bed with deep thoughts.
4 hours left before the sun rises, but he don't feel any drowsiness coming to his body. So, the whole 4 hours, he was just there, sitting on the bed while he's grabbing his hair.
"Atleast, I get to see Jimin before we leave." Jungkook's heart sank down as these words left his mouth. He was bitterly smiling while constantly reminding himself that it'll be worth sacrificing himself, knowing that Jimin eventually will live after all of this, though he'll be out of the picture. He knows it'll be worth it if it will bring back the happy life Jimin used to have before he came to the picture.
"It'll be worth it."
Jungkook can't stop himself from shuffling all over his bed. He was torn in between telling everything to the others or just settle that on his own. Bambam just texted him the address which was way different from what's on Mr. Park's plan. Should he trust Bambam's words? With this thought all over his head, he suddenly got troubled inside. Every minute that passes by just makes him more nervous. He can't just risk anything that he knew may hurt Jimin more, as his life is at stake.
It was already near 12 midnight, 2 hours away from the time Bambam demanded him to meet with him. He knows if he don't do what he was told, Bambam won't hesitate hurting Jimin. He knew his old friend's nature. He can be a sweet guy but devilish, too. He kept on shuffling side to side, his mind too occupied on everything.
He was not alone in his room though. His dad was on the couch, sleeping in a sitting position while his mom went home to take care of his little dongsaeng, Ga Eul.
His friends, practically Yoongi, Hoseok, and Jin whom he treated like his second family, were also sleeping on the longer couch, small snores can be heard. Upon seeing this view, he can't help but feel amused. But, it was quickly replaced with a frown again, remembering what was troubling his mind since afternoon.
He wanted to cry in frustration, knowing he'd go crazy, just being alone deciding on this matter. As much as he wanted to save Jimin himself with all his might, he wanted to be careful as possible. Remembering what Mr. Park just said about don't act like heroes didn't help him at all and just made him more confused and torn than ever. He's so caught up in his own thoughts when he was interrupted by a vibration coming underneath his pillow. On cue, his heart started to beat the abnormal way again as he already had the idea as to who just texted him. His guts were right as he saw the name he's starting to loathe, completely forgetting the fact that they used to be friends. He shut his eyes close while grabbing the phone from under his pillow.
From: B
Clock is ticking, baby. You only have 1 hour left. Have you decided already?
His fingers looked like they can read his mind because he can't suddenly move them. He lost the control of them as silent tears stream down his face. 'What should I do? What should I do?' kept on running in his mind plus a series of fuck's, damn it's, and God help me's. He looked at the others once again as he completely let his tears come out. He did everything to prevent himself from drawing out loud sobs, not wanting to wake the others. After a few more minutes on thinking deeply, he finally decided. He wanted to leave everything to the hands of the professional, the police. But.........
After considering everything that is at stake here, he's more than willing to sacrifice and try, just maybe he could change anything. Being able to save Jimin from danger, even if he is the very exchange, he would gladly accept that above all the options he have. He is the only one who could change everything because he knew he's the one who Bambam wanted so much from all of this.
He sighed deeply once more before he opened his phone again and replied to Bambam.
To: B
I will do what you want, just please promise me that you won't hurt, Jimin.
He closed his eyes as he felt his tears were trying to betray him again. Few seconds passed before he heard his phone vibrated again.
From: B
Omg, yes! You will never regret your decision, Jungkook. If you will just keep your word then I won't hurt him anymore.
Another few seconds passed. After thinking back on everything he's about to do, he let out a sad smile. 'This is for the best' was what his mouth gestured. Then, he grabbed his phone again.
To: B
I'm going now. Please keep your word.
From: B
Of course, you know you're just the one who I wanted from the very beginning. I promise you'll be happier with me. I love you, Jungkook.
A tear still escaped from his eyes though he's trying very hard to hold back his tears. He didn't hesitate and slowly removed the needle attached near his wrist. He whimpered a bit at the little sting from that. His leg is mostly healed already so it was not that hard for him to stand up on his own feet. He then walked towards the little closet where his mom put some of his clothes. He picked his favorite red Puma hoodie, slowly taking off his hospital outfits. He did everything quietly to make sure he won't wake up the others. He don't want them to know what he's about to do because he knew they would be strongly against the idea. He also took a loose pants and wore them. He also slid his feet inside his Puma 'Bog Sock' as he covered his head with the hoodie. He was so ready to leave when he caught a glimpse again from his father.
"I'm sorry, Dad, but this is for the best. I hope you will all understand my decision. I love you all." He whispered, slowly leaning to kiss his dad lightly on his hair. He also looked at his hyungs as tears again run down his already swollen face. He silently approached them and fixed the blanket covering them. He also noticed that Jin looked like he just cried. 'And where's Namjoon hyung?' He thought to himself.
"Thank you for everything, hyungs." He smiled a bitter one as he grabbed a sticky note that his mom left on the little table beside the bed.
I'm sorry. was the only words he wrote on that piece of paper before placing it near the pillow and silently leaving the room. He didn't forget to take some cash, too, knowing he'll need it. When he's finally outside his room, he kept his head down as he don't want anyone recognizing him. Upon successfully being outside the hospital premises, he was slapped by the much colder breeze that suddenly made him shiver. He exhaled deeply as white smoke leaves his mouth. He saw a taxi going to his direction so he immediately called it. He quickly gave the driver the address Bambam told him to go to.
Exactly 25 minutes passed when the taxi dropped him off in an unfamiliar place. Well, it's not some scary abandoned building or anything, but instead, it was a respective villa in the middle of nowhere. It was a beautiful place actually but he immediately shrugged that thought away, remembering what he was here for in the first place.
An old man in a butler outfit suddenly appeared out of nowhere, bowing to him beyond the average golden gate, which automatically opened.
"Welcome, Mr. Jeon. Please come inside. Young Master Jae Chan is waiting for you inside." He was already entering when two pairs of big hands gripped both his arms, forcing him inside. He was a bit shocked but he let them pull him anyway. The two men in black finally let go of him when they arrived at what it looked like a living room. He then saw a man figure near the glass wide window. He was fixing himself when the figure turned around with an awkward happy face. Jungkook was not flustered even a bit but it was different for the latter. In excitement, Bambam ran his way towards Jungkook and hugged him tightly. Jungkook didn't move. Well, he actually don't want to move at all. He silently scoffed, a bit disgusted but he have to bear it all. For Jimin.
"Oh God. How I missed to hold you like this again. Finally you're here with me. You're finally mine." Bambam held him tighter.
'I'm so far from being yours, psycopath.' Jungkook thought inside his head. Bambam is really a psychopath. He needs some medical attention right away. Although he loathe him so much now, Jungkook was still worried. Well, they used to be friends.
"Where is Jimin?" Jungkook asked right away in which Bambam frowned.
"You're still thinking about that bitch?! Remember you're mine already, Jungkook." Bambam's eyes were slowly dilated with anger. On the other hand, Jungkook is not far away as the antagonist was, as he wanted to punch the guy in front of him right away for calling Jimin a bitch. 'You're the bitch!' He yelled only in his mind. He was starting to go wild but when an image of Jimin flashed on the back of his mind, he held his rushing anger in. He has to be careful in his every move now.
"I was just making sure that you will keep your word, too." Jungkook stated.
"Of course. You know I always keep my word when it comes to you. I trust that you will do the same, baby." Jungkook wanted to vomit because he just saw Bambam giving him flirty looks.
"You didn't tell anyone about this, baby?" Bambam added, in which Jungkook just nodded, rolling his eyes once Bambam turned around to grab something.
"Anyways, this is where we'll live happily ever after. We will leave first thing in the afternoon. We still have to work on faking your name so we'll leave this shitty place safely." Bambam smiled cheekily as he pinched Jungkook's nose which left a visible red mark on it. Bambam's hands made way also around Jungkook's neck, in which Jungkook felt the most awkward he can ever feel in his entire life.
"Can I-I atleast see him before we leave?" Jungkook tilted his head down, avoiding the the lustful look from Bambam's eyes.
"Of course. You're mine now so I will keep my word. We'll go there once the tense ended. Oh by the way, I know you already have some people surrounding the place." Bambam revealed that shocked Jungkook.
"Do you all think I'm dumb to not notice that? Huh? But don't worry yet. I will keep my word but one wrong move and he'll certainly die, Jungkook." Bambam said in stern voice that made Jungkook pale.
"N-No, please. I'm all yours now, Bam. Please let him go already. I will keep my word." Jungkook tried to convince Bambam but it was not enough.
"I wanted to believe you but I have to be more careful. Your words are too good to be true. Once we left for Paris, I will let him go then. So don't insist on it anymore, okay? Or you'll piss me and I will still kill him. You pick, Jungkook." Bambam seriously looked at him, mostly a poker face with no trace of affection towards him.
"O-Okay." Jungkook said that was enough to make Bambam smile again. But what Bambam did next made Jungkook the most shocked person right now. He fucking just kissed Jungkook. Though it was just a peck, it was enough to make him feel like puking and disgusted with himself. A fucking mentally retarded psychopath just destroyed his lips. Not noticing any of that, Bambam just smiled it away, really happy that he finally kissed the man of his dreams, Jungkook. It was the best thing ever, atleast to Bambam.
"By the way, this butler right here will bring you to your temporary room. You have to sleep first before I bring you to see him one last time. I'm gonna miss you. See you at the morning, baby." Bambam leaned in for a quick kiss before the butler led him to his temporary room. Once he's settled in and the door closed, Jungkook harshly wiped the lingering feeling of Bambam's lips on his. He felt so disgusted with himself. He ran to the bathroom and threw himself on the sink. He kept on washing his lips with water as tears run down his face while looking at his reflection on the mirror.
"You have to bear it all, Jungkook. You have to. Jimin needs you the most right now. You have to, once and for all." Jungkook reminded himself as he cried one last time before sitting on the bed with deep thoughts.
4 hours left before the sun rises, but he don't feel any drowsiness coming to his body. So, the whole 4 hours, he was just there, sitting on the bed while he's grabbing his hair.
"Atleast, I get to see Jimin before we leave." Jungkook's heart sank down as these words left his mouth. He was bitterly smiling while constantly reminding himself that it'll be worth sacrificing himself, knowing that Jimin eventually will live after all of this, though he'll be out of the picture. He knows it'll be worth it if it will bring back the happy life Jimin used to have before he came to the picture.
"It'll be worth it."
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