YUVIKA: The Needed Love - Chapter 34: Chapter 34

"Where is my wife!?"
They all looked at me.
Anirudh, Shivansh, vihaan and kabir also came into living room.
"She is in her room" her mom said
The moment she said those words I started going upstairs
"We'll take care of here!" I heard Shivansh's voice
I went infront of her room the door was closed.
I knocked on it.
"Biwi!"
No response
"Baby?"
Again no response
"Jaan!?"
Again no response
"Ishi!!?"
No response
"Mrs. Ishika Yuvraj Singh Yadhuvansi! If you will not open this door right now I'll break it" I said
"G...g.....go y.....yuvi"
"Ishi!? What happened!? open this damn door!" I shouted loudly
"N...no I d....don't want t.....to talk to an......anyone"
"Why? Please open the door"
"N....nooo please" I heard her crying top.
"Ishi please please open the door! I had never beg to anyone for anything but please I beg you please baby open this fucking door otherwise I am breaking it!......please" I pleaded
"Yuv-
"Please please jaan please"
After some seconds
"Y.....you w....will n....not hurt me rig....right!?"
"Of course not! Why would I hurt you! What happened ishi please open the door and tell me please" I said the moment she completed her sentence
"Y....yes" she said
After some seconds.
She opened the door
ISHIKA'S POV:
The moment I opened the door he came amd hugged me so tightly.
His hands were around my waist.
I didn't hugged him back.
I sniffed because I was, actually I am crying.
He broke the hug.
And stood infront.
Then he looked at me from heads to toe.
I am still sniffing.
His eyes stop at one point.
His eyes darkened
He came close to me took my right hand in his hands.
Then he looked at me.
"Who did this to you?" He asked with the mixture of possessiveness and anger in his eyes while looking at the mark on my wrist.
I didn't said anything and more tears started coming.
'No ishi you are not week!'
I wiped my tears from my left hand.
And tried to took my hand from his grip.
His jaw clenched
"I ask who did this to you?" He asked again while trying to control his anger.
"No one" i said.
He sigh.
And hugged me again.
His hands are around my waist.
I didn't hugged him back.
'What if everything what dad had said it will become tru-
"Jaan. Please hug me back I need to control my anger so that I talk to you and get to know what actually happened......please please baby hug me back...please" he said while Hugging me more tightly.
'He wants to hug me and wants me hug him back to control his anger and not destroying everything, yelling on me, disrespect me or hurting me for control his anger? Like my father used to do?'
I hugged him back.
The moment I hugged him back he lift me.
I gasp and tighten my grip.
Now my legs are in the air and he is still hugging me while snuggling his face in my neck.
After some minutes.
I broke the hug.
And wiped my tears.
I was about went out from the room.
But he held me by my arms and made me sat on his lap after sitting on bed.
"Leave me" I said while trying to stand up.
His hands were around my waist.
The more I was trying to come out of his grip the more he was tighting his grip.
"Leave me!!!" I said loudly
He smiled.
"Nah, No, Nope, not happening" he said while shaking his head as no.
Then he pecked my both cheeks where my tears were.
"Don't touch me" I said while glaring at him
"Ok" he said while pulling me more into him.
I sighed
"What do you want?" I asked in frustration
"You"
"Rather then me?"
"Ishika Yuvraj Singh yaduvansi"
"That's me only!"
"Hmmm....so it means you have accepted your name right?"
I glared at him
"Leave m-
"What happened?" He cut me and asked
"N...othing"
"Please tell me what happened. What made you cried? What made you not open the door? What made you think that I will hurt you Hmm?"
I tried not to make eyes contact with him
He sighed.
And suddenly he lay down on the bed with me in his arms
I gasp
Right now I am laying on him
And his arms are on my waist.
"Are you our of your mind? What if someone came and saw us?" O said
"Let them see and let them know to whom I belong" he said directly looking into my eyes
"Stop your drama ok!" I said
"What drama?" He asked in confusion
"This! That you are so good you will never hurt me you will will never disrespect me and you belong to me and all! I know you will show your true colours later I'm anger when i will make mistake in future" I said
And he just looked at me without saying anything.
He gulped
"Hmm" he hummed and leave me
I stood up.
And he sat on the bed and was just looking at the floor.
'Ishi! What you did!! You said these all after hearing dad's words? Do you really think he is like your dad?'
'Maybe no. Actually yes Maybe. Ugh!!!! I don't know but he don't deserve this words from me Atleast not now when he didn't did anything wrong'
He was still siting on bed lost In his own thoughts
I stood infront of him cupped his face.
"Listen listen listen! I am sorry! I am at fault I know I shouldn't have said that and-
He again made me sit on his lap before I complete my sentence.
"No need to say sorry I know something had happened!" He said
And I was looking at him
'How can he be this good?'
"What happened baby please tell me....please" he pleaded
After some seconds
"I...I think y...you should not k...know this b...because f.....for that you have t...to listen about m....my p.....past too" I stuttered
"I will listen tell me please......I am not going to say stuff like it's ok tell me when you are comfortable. No! I want to know right now. Actually I need to know right now! I can't live without knowing that what made you cried, what made you think that I will hurt you or disrespect you. like me? Hurt and disrespect? You? So tell me right now" he said while tightening his grip around my waist.
'Should I tell him? If I told him after what dad said then I have to tell the fight too and the cause that I hate love and some more incidents that made me hate love and this trust issues'
He hugged me while I am still siting on his lap.
His hands are around my waist.
"Please I beg you I really need to know the root of the problem so that I can cure it please.....please jaan" he said while snuggling his face in my neck.
I broke the hug and he looked at me In confusion.
And then i hugged him like a koala my legs are around his waist and my hands are around his neck.
Then he also hugged me.
"You will not judge me after hearing me right?"
"Yes absolutely right"
We both were hugging eachother tightly with I had snuggled my face in his neck.
After remembering everything again tears started coming into my eyes
"When I was a kid I saw my parents fight. My dad literally insult my mom infront of me and my brother. He pushed my mom and she got hurt after that. Dad always destroy the things in anger. He yelled at us in anger. That is why I am scared that what if you'll do the same? And Aru's ex had cheated on her he even slapped her when he was breaking up with her she also slapped him back twice but the main thing is he also disrespect her. And the cases about the girls because of this I am scared! I am actually scared of love" I said while tears where coming from my eyes
"Today when I went into study room to take cup Dad came and started saying that you will do the same! You will also hurt me and disrespect me. Because of me his business is facing problems. And When you will get angry. You will also destroy the things in anger, hurt me, disrespect and all. After hearing this all, I get scared and the flashbacks started coming in my mind. And i was not opening the door because i was getting panic attacks" I continued
"Hmm"
"I am sorry that I am like this I know I can never love anyone. I am telling you I am scared of it! I will never fall for you so don't waste your efforts and energy on me" I said and his grip tighten.
"Hmm" he just hummed.
"We are going home i am not leaving you here" he said
"Ok"
"The marks on your wrist because of your father right?"
"Y...yes"
I broke the hug and stood up. He also stood up.
Suddenly he picked me up in his arms and started walking.
"What are you doing? Leave me! They all will see us like this" I said loudly
"I repeat! Let them see, let them know that I belong to you" he said and continued walking
"Why you always pick me up?"
"I want you close to me everytime" he said without looking at me.
Then he went downstairs with me in his arms.
Shivansh was sitting on single sofa infront of dad. And Anirudh was siting beside Shivansh on single sofa.
Vihaan and kabir both were standing beside my dad
They were talking something.
When they notice us they all stood up.
He went and stood infront my dad still me in his arms.
"I warned you not to harm even her single hair and the Audacity of you that......