YUVIKA: The Needed Love - Chapter 56: Chapter 56

When he was finding his clothes He found something which broke him and his heart into billions of pieces
He stopped breathing and his head started hurting and his hands started shivering while some drops of tears again came out from his eyes
YUVRAJ'S POV:
I read it again and again but couldn't believe what i was reading.
I found a paper on which a button is tapped on.
The paper says...
Marriage? Love? NO A BIG FUCKING NO But I a getting married, to a man who is a bastard and is forcing me into this shitty bond, on our first meet itself he touched me, the way I hate to get touched myself, that bloody little piece had the audacity to threaten me, he is a monster who wants everyone on their knees for him just like he wants me to! I will for sure destroy his life after marriage, but disaster is no one to me other then a stranger, he is NO FUCKING ONE he will always be a monster to me who ruined my life, mein toh bass 22 ki hi hu, I want to achieve so much, he will tie me into this impure bond, the bond which is only causing me pain! I don't want him near me! He is a bloody monster and wants me to satisfy his needs, he wants me only to be his mistress and no one! I know how these big people are! Full of ego, and attitude! I will never love him never!! He is just forcing me that is why I am marring him!! This is the ONLY reason I am marring YUVRAJ SINGH YADHUVANSHI!
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Tears started flowing from my eyes without knowing me.
'I am a monster!!! I ruined her lifeeee!! She never wanted to marry me NEVER!!!! I forced her!!! I am a monster I don't deserve her!!!' I thought while looking at her sleeping figure
'What should I do now? I ruined her she never wanted to marry me. I....I am a monster! Now?'
I went into washroom and started splashing water on face again and again!
"I....I am a monster! She ne...never wanted to m...marry me! I...I why!!!! WHY I did that!!!"
I sat on floor .
"Now?" I asked to myself
After some minutes of getting totally numb
"I should free her!? YES I should free her yes I'll do this I will let her go! I can't force her more itno this no! I can't I just can't"
I went out if the washroom took my phone and called vihaan in some minutes he picked it up
Vihaan: yes bhai?
Yuvraj: you had studied law-
Vihaan: yes I did! But bhai are you crying???
Yuvraj: I am not asking!! Just listen to me first you had studied law so prepare divorce paper till tomorrow evening!
Vihaan: for whom??? Name?
Yuvraj: Me and my wife
Vihaan: what the fuck are you-
Yuvraj: shut the fuck up and do as I say vihaan!
I hang up the call put that letter in my wallet and went to change my clothes
When I came out of the washroom my eyes went to ishi!
I went towards her and was about to held her hand but stopped myself
'He is a bloody monster and wants me to satisfy his needs, he wants me only to be his mistress and no one!'
I sat on couch looking at her and a tear slipped from my eyes which I wiped immediately
"Last time I had cried infront of you and now I am crying for you" I said and smiled through my tears
"I am sorry ishi!" I said and laid on couch
After 15-20 min I was not able to sleep
"Fuck it!!" I stood up and went towards the bed but again stopped remembering her words
I bite my lips to not shed tears again
I looked at her face and took a deep breath
"I....I love you!"
"I love you ishika Yuvraj singh yadhuvansi! I love you!" I whispered and tear came in my eyes again without knowing me.
"I am feeling a pain in chest ishi I am feeling like I am going to lose so precious part of my life! But still I will give you your freedom you need to get away from this monster"
"I love you ishi baby!!" I peacked her forhead and laid down on couch after taking sleeping pills.
ISHIKA'S POV:
When I woke up in morning I looked around the room to find but he was not there.
I did my morning routine and get freshen up then went out of the room in dining area where he was sitting while vihaan was saying something to him to which he was totally ignoring that.
"Yuvi-"
"Ishi beta!! Can you please come into kitchen and help us?" Choti bua shouted from kitchen
"Ji bua!" I went into kitchen and started helping others in making breakfast.
YUVRAJ'S POV:
I was sitting in dining area and vihaan was trying to explain that I should stop this divorce paper matter! And was asking why I am doing this but I didn't answer any of his questions.
I heard her voice and looked at her.
I just got a glance of her and my heartbeat started beating so fast
'No Yuvraj! Control your emotions you need to let her go! cut off all the connections!'
She came to the dinning area with others and started serving the breakfast and I never made eye contact with her.
"Yuvi? Your tea" she said on her sweet honey like voice
I nooded and after some seconds she put the cup of tea infront of me.
'I can feel that she is hurt'
ISHIKA'S POV:
'He is still angry! Of course he will be I did a very stupid dare! Let me finish the breakfast then I'll talk to him!'
'But he is not even looking at me or replying me! Bhagwan ji please help me'
I thought while eating.
And Don't know how but I started coughing so badly
Yuvi gave me water immediately.
I drank it while he was rubbing my back
"You ok?" He asked looking into my eyes and a tear slipped my eyes
"What happened?? Are you feeling pain are you hurt? Vihaan call the doct-"
"I am fine!!" I said
"Then? Why these tears?" He whiped my tears
"You looked at me, you talked to me" I whispered and he looked at me with a slight of shock in his eyes
Then he looked forward and stood up
"I am done" he said and went towards our room
"What is happening? We know something is wrong but we choosed to not say anything in between both of you but why didn't he ate food, beta?" Bade papa asked
"Let me talk to him" I said and went into our room
I entered into our room and he was trying to wear his tie
I went towards him and held the tie.
He walked away
"Tie?" I asked
"No need"
I put the tie on bed and went towards him
"Yuvi listen to me atleast" I held his arm when he was wearing his watch
"Ishika don't! I am getting late" he said
And I felt pain between my chest and throat
"Ishika?" I whispered
He had not made eye contact with me till now
He wore his watch and went towards the cupboard to take his coat
"I am sorry yuvi! I am so sorryyy!! I'll never repeat that please talk to me scold me show your anger but say something please" I said and went behind him
He didn't said anything
"Will you say something or not!!??" I said in anger and held his hand to not let him go
"Ishika let me go!"
"I will not!!! And who is ishika?? I am your ishi baby!!!" I shouted
He didn't said anything even didn't made eyes contact with me
I cupped his face making him look at me
"Please look at your baby talk to her! Tease her say something to her! Please baby please! Kuch bolo mujhe kuch ho jayega please bolo!! And why you are going without wearing tie?" I said while tears started coming from my eyes
"I forgot how to wear tie" he said without any emotions in his eyes
"I will tie it wait" I went and took the tie in my hand
"No need! Till when? Till when you'll do this?" He said and went out of room and then out of the house and I don't even know where he went.
I sat on floor while crying
"I am sorry baby! I am so sorry! Nahi karungi Esa dare kabhi! Pakka p....pakka nahi karungi Esa dare! I know I hurted you but baat toh karo! Tab h....hi toh sab thik h...hoga! Mei m.....Mar jaung! Please t....talk to me" I said through my tears
(I am sorry baby! I am so sorry! I will never do such a dare! I definitely will not do such a dare! I know I hurt you but at least talk to me! Only then will everything be fine! I would.....die! Please t...talk to me)
YUVRAJ'S POV:
In evening
"Bhai but you can't do this!!!" Vihaan shouted
"Be in your limits vihaan! I am doing this then of course there is a valid reason!!" I shouted back
"But why????"
"It's my and my wife's matter stay out of it!"
He took a deep breath and walked towards me standing infront of me
"Bhai I respect your decision but mark my words if anything happens to my bhabhi no actully bhabhi maa! Then I'll never talk to you! Remember this" he said in anger looking into my eyes, handed me the papers after arguing for almost 2-3 hours
I looked at the paper then I looked at the paper from my wallet.
"I so want to think that it's not you who had wrote this but you had did signature at last and it is your handwriting"
"I will give you your freedom! I will let you live your life freely baby!" I said to myself
At home
Night time
I walked into my room with divorce papers in my hand
"Yuvi" she said when she looked at me
She walked towards me
"You will talk to me now right? Now you will not go anywhere leaving me right?" She said with innocence in her eyes
ISHI' S POV:
He didn't said anything and gave me some papers.
I looked at it and my heartbeat stopped.
I started feeling pain in my throat, chest and head.
It was the DIVORCE PAPER of our name written on it that to it was alread SINGED BY HIM.